Here it is again, the whole ''helping others'' bullshit. She never helped anyone, you dumb fuck, get it inside your little sad brain.
Be honest with yourself, Rusty, and write an article about how you find TS hot, wanted to marry her, wrote her a song in the hopes she would notice you because you're a horny little goblin, wanted to be part of her world because you crave fame and recognition, got ignored and now is all buttblasted with it. Quit the ''But she helped others!'' shit, anyone can see through it.