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AngryTreeRat

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A combination of both and a theory I've had that may or may not have been conceived "Sexual Nihilism". Essentially sex is so prevalent and so spoken about that any kind of luster or sacrality that it had before, because the only way to obtain was through forming up relationships (at least from a normality perspective), is so diluted and dull that people are starting to gradually tread the waters into more provocative territory because nothing about sex is provocative anymore. Nowadays people just pop ecstasy and fuck like rabbits because now that's the societal norm and much of our media likes to put that on pedestal. It's nothing new and history has shown that humanity are some horny bastards, but even back then access to it wasn't at the ready like social media is now. This is one theory I have, and in all honesty it's probably not an original theory at all, as to why the slippery slope is so talked about sometimes because of sexual nihilism.
I haven't done this since 2017, but I did do a quick little experiment where I watched/played the top 10 movies/TV shows/video games for each year starting in 1980. The amount of sex and violence hasn't really gone up as much as people think. In fact, if you jump back to golden age comic books before things got pretty heavily censored during the silver age it had hit a far more extreme peak than current day. So I don't think media is to blame, instead I contribute it to three things:

  1. Social media. This is the big one, social media warps perceptions. Twitter is just a less edgy 4Chan without board segregation and the ability to easily track who is who. Anonymity used to be a requirement to act this way, not now. I really need to remind everyone, less than 12% of the twitter user base make up more than 90% of its posts, and removing business and corporate accounts drops that to less than 10% and 85% of the posts. Never judge society based on social media, it is its own little culture and is very warped towards a particular type of person. It just turns out two of these biggest groups in that less than 10% are coomers and lost kids looking for a place to belong and trying to find the right labels in an environment that is obsessed with labels.
  2. Kids feel pressured to figure themselves out too young, and aren't told they should constant revised their sense of self and who they are all while being bombarded with possible things they might identify as. You can see this with people trying to get their kids to figure out if they are gay, straight, cis, or trans before they are even 10 years old. They are given a weird warped idea of what these things are as they are told they are told things like "when boys like boys or girls like girls then they are gay" and little kids tend to play with their own gender and those are the people they like so they decide they are gay, attach that to their identity, which kids do with everything and healthy adults learn to undo and detach their interests form their identity, get it constantly reinforced and I have met a few people leaving their gay identity behind because it was something they make a decision on before they understood what it meant and felt pressured to stick to it. Similarly this happens with gender nonconforming kids being told they are trans when no, little Sally is just a tomgirl, and Billy just likes horses, but the troons are the biggest advocates for strict gender conformity, some of which I think is projections. Also the whole "representation in kids media" movement isn't helping this, as they are overly focused on who is dating who and not on the things kids care about (I won't get into the other aspects of this here, such as the projection of those making these things) so kids are being told that the most important part of their self is who they are kissing. The end result is that 14 year old kids don't know who they are, which is perfectly normal especially at that age, while they are forming an online identity and rather than figure it out and tell The Man they don't have to fit in his boxes, they desperately label themselves with these terms that are supposed to describe fundamental aspects of one's self and their identity when it comes to relationships, and since these kids don't fit into these frequently shamed and perceivably overly restricted boxes of "cisgendered" and "heterosexual" they assume they must be something else and find something that fits in that moment, and once they label themselves as such they are encouraged to stick to it for the rest of their lives, even if it turns out they were wrong. They also don't ever consider they might have changed in any other way, you often see them stick to their old likes, dislikes, and beliefs, even if it is becoming increasingly obvious those things are no longer true for them as they connected their identity to being into those things. (Disclaimer, I am not saying "being gay is a choice". I am just saying there are people being pushed to identify as things they aren't when they are young and suffering for it. Fuck the rainbow cult. Kids should be allowed to figure themselves out on their own time, not while they are in diapers and being told what they are by adults who have their own agendas.)
  3. The tribe got too big. Humans are tribalistic little monkeys. We really want to be part of a group and a tribe, and feel like we are doing some good to it in our own way. However as the tribe got bigger it became harder to appreciate our part in it, and now its this MASSIVE global thing with the internet, and seeing how you contribute to the greater thing is harder than ever. Instead we try to subdivide ourselves ever more. For some recontextualizing the tribe to merely a nation is enough, but we're past the point of that being too big as well in some countries, and that is why we see people clinging to smaller communities. Toss in the anti-intellectualism and the idea you need to agree with everything your particular community believes in and you can see the issues there. Not to mention that by so narrowly defining what people in the group can be you help make it more exclusive, making the part played by each member easier to see, and you help exercise some control over those who are in it preventing the group from falling apart and all your effort becoming "wasted". This phenomena seems to show up more in high population nations more so than being based on industrial, technological and societal development. In the West one form this took was the "queer community" and its many subcommunities. Labels are a way to designate the tribe you belong in, and being UwU special is a way to believe you inherently add something to your community. I also believe this is what is causing a lot of the modern day activism.
 

WULULULULU

I CLOAMK, I TWEEK, I KEEL
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Fuck it. How come every gay guy I talk to these days seems to be into incest, twincest, and fantasies of fucking a clone of himself? This seems to have become even more common in the past few years.

I've always considered homosexuality a narcissistic perversion (because I'm a grumpy, old-fashioned faggot who has read too much on psychoanalysis I guess) but deep down I've been hoping I might be proven wrong. I absolutely consider myself narcissistic and I do regret being gay so maybe I'm just projecting.
PL: I'm in a relationship with a gay guy who has no interest in either of those. I'm one of those who somewhat hate gays but can be tolerant about it, so as long as affection is involved. Thankfully there were no mentions of weird kink shit but honestly all this talk makes me glad that I base my relationship on emotional connection than instant pleasure. I can only hope that whatever happens in life we both stick because relationships in general have lost their meaning regarding emotion and comfort.
 

feedtheoctopus

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Fuck it. How come every gay guy I talk to these days seems to be into incest, twincest, and fantasies of fucking a clone of himself? This seems to have become even more common in the past few years.

I've always considered homosexuality a narcissistic perversion (because I'm a grumpy, old-fashioned faggot who has read too much on psychoanalysis I guess) but deep down I've been hoping I might be proven wrong. I absolutely consider myself narcissistic and I do regret being gay so maybe I'm just projecting.
Porn in general is just so ubiquitous and extreme these days that people are coming into adulthood with a seriously twisted understanding of sex and relationships. It's not a gay thing, it's everybody. You can go on pornhub right now and like half the front page is devoted to incest fantasies.
 

bearycool

Gay God of Kiwi Farms
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I find emotional connection tantamount to my ongoing marriage with a man twice my age.

We are going on our fourth year, and a lot of people love to make fun of us and say "It will never last."

BUT IT WILL!

For one to myself: it proves the strength of my heart to care for someone who has DECADES worth of trauma-- literally going through the AIDs crisis, loosing so many friends, and proclaiming with my little self: "Hey, I am here! I want to be with you until the end."

That's my little motto as I walk through life-- thinking how I can protect this older gentleman and give him a life he deserves--

Why? Because the people in SF left him to the wolves and abandoned him, even after he did so much contracting and created such beautiful houses for so many people there. They just abandoned him and mocked: "well I hope he becomes homeless again, he deserves nothing." (the man ran a fucking cleaning company and then had to sell it; I bet you that sold cleaning company is probably doing atrocious right now)

Now *cough cough* where was I? OH YES, THIS:

Excuse me? Fuck you. And no, I'm not going to fuck any of you; you all look too desperate with your ugly ass SF. Bunch of greedy fuckers on top of shit hill VILLE.

Don't get me started with the sheer hypocrisy when it comes to drugs: each and every one of his older friends he now has blocked on social media loves to make fun of him about his drug use when they're exactly the same sort of people that abuse, if not MORE so. People who inject black tar heroin, snort coke, and say "I almost OD on designer drugs."

Bitch no, you were roofied and you are causing harm to those near you. I can name off a myriad and be like: "that's you, that's your hypocrisy. you fucking greedy ass motherfucker."

Now, he tells me: "only well wishes for these fools, "

but I am sorry, there comes a point where I need to declare: "that is all fucking wrong, and you're exposing younger generations to this diatribe and ilk. Fuck you for your bullshit existence, you need to fucking apologize for being a shitty human being and to my man and abusing him for fucking five decades."

For here I am 26, scrounging the pieces, praying for a miracle that this lovely man can finally see his self worth and his PAZ that his supposed "friends" threw out in wantonness. Here I am standing by: wishing, wanting waiting (an old poem he wrote in granite,) for a miracle for this man to be discharged HONORABLY. And for his man to finally show up after decades of self-neglect and abuse from supposed "friends"

Imagine, Decades being AWOL and they just mock you like a useless seagull. And that you are "Other Than Honorably than Discharge."

Yet I'm quite sure he got his dick sucked in a glory hole somewhere, that fucking admiral in the sky who wrote the "Other Than Honorably Discharge." paperwork. Because trust me boo, you're going to get your paperwork rewritten up in red fucking ink and I can't wait to see your honors taken away.

Yeah, that was a straight man's fantasy putting down a "faggot" in the ranks.

Now here I am, clearing the rank and saying: "man, you sound so fucking stupid. You need your papers revoked and redone as "other than honorably discharge" for the last few decades of your life for beating this poor man to an inch of his life.

Other Than Honorably Discharge. Yeah, whatever, you just gave that to him because he slammed a bullies face smack dab on silver and busted his face in, and you're all too chicken shit to own to the fact you got OWNED BY A FAGGOT! BOOM RIGHT IN THE FACE.


*Thank You for coming to the beary talk. I'm sorry if I offended at all, but man do I fucking hope you all understand my voice. It's not fair what my husband went through for decades....*

In memory to my Father who passed away May 22nd, and a big fuck you to the family members who never went to seek and help their little brother out... To them, I give the biggest fuck you to you all. Now sit, and listen.
 

Ted_Breakfast

What'll it be, boys?
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I find emotional connection tantamount to my ongoing marriage with a man twice my age.

We are going on our fourth year, and a lot of people love to make fun of us and say "It will never last."

BUT IT WILL!

For one to myself: it proves the strength of my heart to care for someone who has DECADES worth of trauma-- literally going through the AIDs crisis, loosing so many friends, and proclaiming with my little self: "Hey, I am here! I want to be with you until the end."

That's my little motto as I walk through life-- thinking how I can protect this older gentleman and give him a life he deserves--

Why? Because the people in SF left him to the wolves and abandoned him, even after he did so much contracting and created such beautiful houses for so many people there. They just abandoned him and mocked: "well I hope he becomes homeless again, he deserves nothing." (the man ran a fucking cleaning company and then had to sell it; I bet you that sold cleaning company is probably doing atrocious right now)

Now *cough cough* where was I? OH YES, THIS:

Excuse me? Fuck you. And no, I'm not going to fuck any of you; you all look too desperate with your ugly ass SF. Bunch of greedy fuckers on top of shit hill VILLE.

Don't get me started with the sheer hypocrisy when it comes to drugs: each and every one of his older friends he now has blocked on social media loves to make fun of him about his drug use when they're exactly the same sort of people that abuse, if not MORE so. People who inject black tar heroin, snort coke, and say "I almost OD on designer drugs."

Bitch no, you were roofied and you are causing harm to those near you. I can name off a myriad and be like: "that's you, that's your hypocrisy. you fucking greedy ass motherfucker."

Now, he tells me: "only well wishes for these fools, "

but I am sorry, there comes a point where I need to declare: "that is all fucking wrong, and you're exposing younger generations to this diatribe and ilk. Fuck you for your bullshit existence, you need to fucking apologize for being a shitty human being and to my man and abusing him for fucking five decades."

For here I am 26, scrounging the pieces, praying for a miracle that this lovely man can finally see his self worth and his PAZ that his supposed "friends" threw out in wantonness. Here I am standing by: wishing, wanting waiting (an old poem he wrote in granite,) for a miracle for this man to be discharged HONORABLY. And for his man to finally show up after decades of self-neglect and abuse from supposed "friends"

Imagine, Decades being AWOL and they just mock you like a useless seagull. And that you are "Other Than Honorably than Discharge."

Yet I'm quite sure he got his dick sucked in a glory hole somewhere, that fucking admiral in the sky who wrote the "Other Than Honorably Discharge." paperwork. Because trust me boo, you're going to get your paperwork rewritten up in red fucking ink and I can't wait to see your honors taken away.

Yeah, that was a straight man's fantasy putting down a "faggot" in the ranks.

Now here I am, clearing the rank and saying: "man, you sound so fucking stupid. You need your papers revoked and redone as "other than honorably discharge" for the last few decades of your life for beating this poor man to an inch of his life.

Other Than Honorably Discharge. Yeah, whatever, you just gave that to him because he slammed a bullies face smack dab on silver and busted his face in, and you're all too chicken shit to own to the fact you got OWNED BY A FAGGOT! BOOM RIGHT IN THE FACE.


*Thank You for coming to the beary talk. I'm sorry if I offended at all, but man do I fucking hope you all understand my voice. It's not fair what my husband went through for decades....*

In memory to my Father who passed away May 22nd, and a big fuck you to the family members who never went to seek and help their little brother out... To them, I give the biggest fuck you to you all. Now sit, and listen.
This sounds like genuine love and admiration. What you have is increasingly rare, gay or straight.
 

Ridge Racer

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I find emotional connection tantamount to my ongoing marriage with a man twice my age.

We are going on our fourth year, and a lot of people love to make fun of us and say "It will never last."

BUT IT WILL!

For one to myself: it proves the strength of my heart to care for someone who has DECADES worth of trauma-- literally going through the AIDs crisis, loosing so many friends, and proclaiming with my little self: "Hey, I am here! I want to be with you until the end."

That's my little motto as I walk through life-- thinking how I can protect this older gentleman and give him a life he deserves--

Why? Because the people in SF left him to the wolves and abandoned him, even after he did so much contracting and created such beautiful houses for so many people there. They just abandoned him and mocked: "well I hope he becomes homeless again, he deserves nothing." (the man ran a fucking cleaning company and then had to sell it; I bet you that sold cleaning company is probably doing atrocious right now)

Now *cough cough* where was I? OH YES, THIS:

Excuse me? Fuck you. And no, I'm not going to fuck any of you; you all look too desperate with your ugly ass SF. Bunch of greedy fuckers on top of shit hill VILLE.

Don't get me started with the sheer hypocrisy when it comes to drugs: each and every one of his older friends he now has blocked on social media loves to make fun of him about his drug use when they're exactly the same sort of people that abuse, if not MORE so. People who inject black tar heroin, snort coke, and say "I almost OD on designer drugs."

Bitch no, you were roofied and you are causing harm to those near you. I can name off a myriad and be like: "that's you, that's your hypocrisy. you fucking greedy ass motherfucker."

Now, he tells me: "only well wishes for these fools, "

but I am sorry, there comes a point where I need to declare: "that is all fucking wrong, and you're exposing younger generations to this diatribe and ilk. Fuck you for your bullshit existence, you need to fucking apologize for being a shitty human being and to my man and abusing him for fucking five decades."

For here I am 26, scrounging the pieces, praying for a miracle that this lovely man can finally see his self worth and his PAZ that his supposed "friends" threw out in wantonness. Here I am standing by: wishing, wanting waiting (an old poem he wrote in granite,) for a miracle for this man to be discharged HONORABLY. And for his man to finally show up after decades of self-neglect and abuse from supposed "friends"

Imagine, Decades being AWOL and they just mock you like a useless seagull. And that you are "Other Than Honorably than Discharge."

Yet I'm quite sure he got his dick sucked in a glory hole somewhere, that fucking admiral in the sky who wrote the "Other Than Honorably Discharge." paperwork. Because trust me boo, you're going to get your paperwork rewritten up in red fucking ink and I can't wait to see your honors taken away.

Yeah, that was a straight man's fantasy putting down a "faggot" in the ranks.

Now here I am, clearing the rank and saying: "man, you sound so fucking stupid. You need your papers revoked and redone as "other than honorably discharge" for the last few decades of your life for beating this poor man to an inch of his life.

Other Than Honorably Discharge. Yeah, whatever, you just gave that to him because he slammed a bullies face smack dab on silver and busted his face in, and you're all too chicken shit to own to the fact you got OWNED BY A FAGGOT! BOOM RIGHT IN THE FACE.


*Thank You for coming to the beary talk. I'm sorry if I offended at all, but man do I fucking hope you all understand my voice. It's not fair what my husband went through for decades....*

In memory to my Father who passed away May 22nd, and a big fuck you to the family members who never went to seek and help their little brother out... To them, I give the biggest fuck you to you all. Now sit, and listen.
Ngl dude. That made me very emotional. That man should always cherish you.
 

What the shit

Up and coming whippersnapper
True & Honest Fan
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I find emotional connection tantamount to my ongoing marriage with a man twice my age.

We are going on our fourth year, and a lot of people love to make fun of us and say "It will never last."

BUT IT WILL!

For one to myself: it proves the strength of my heart to care for someone who has DECADES worth of trauma-- literally going through the AIDs crisis, loosing so many friends, and proclaiming with my little self: "Hey, I am here! I want to be with you until the end."

That's my little motto as I walk through life-- thinking how I can protect this older gentleman and give him a life he deserves--

Why? Because the people in SF left him to the wolves and abandoned him, even after he did so much contracting and created such beautiful houses for so many people there. They just abandoned him and mocked: "well I hope he becomes homeless again, he deserves nothing." (the man ran a fucking cleaning company and then had to sell it; I bet you that sold cleaning company is probably doing atrocious right now)

Now *cough cough* where was I? OH YES, THIS:

Excuse me? Fuck you. And no, I'm not going to fuck any of you; you all look too desperate with your ugly ass SF. Bunch of greedy fuckers on top of shit hill VILLE.

Don't get me started with the sheer hypocrisy when it comes to drugs: each and every one of his older friends he now has blocked on social media loves to make fun of him about his drug use when they're exactly the same sort of people that abuse, if not MORE so. People who inject black tar heroin, snort coke, and say "I almost OD on designer drugs."

Bitch no, you were roofied and you are causing harm to those near you. I can name off a myriad and be like: "that's you, that's your hypocrisy. you fucking greedy ass motherfucker."

Now, he tells me: "only well wishes for these fools, "

but I am sorry, there comes a point where I need to declare: "that is all fucking wrong, and you're exposing younger generations to this diatribe and ilk. Fuck you for your bullshit existence, you need to fucking apologize for being a shitty human being and to my man and abusing him for fucking five decades."

For here I am 26, scrounging the pieces, praying for a miracle that this lovely man can finally see his self worth and his PAZ that his supposed "friends" threw out in wantonness. Here I am standing by: wishing, wanting waiting (an old poem he wrote in granite,) for a miracle for this man to be discharged HONORABLY. And for his man to finally show up after decades of self-neglect and abuse from supposed "friends"

Imagine, Decades being AWOL and they just mock you like a useless seagull. And that you are "Other Than Honorably than Discharge."

Yet I'm quite sure he got his dick sucked in a glory hole somewhere, that fucking admiral in the sky who wrote the "Other Than Honorably Discharge." paperwork. Because trust me boo, you're going to get your paperwork rewritten up in red fucking ink and I can't wait to see your honors taken away.

Yeah, that was a straight man's fantasy putting down a "faggot" in the ranks.

Now here I am, clearing the rank and saying: "man, you sound so fucking stupid. You need your papers revoked and redone as "other than honorably discharge" for the last few decades of your life for beating this poor man to an inch of his life.

Other Than Honorably Discharge. Yeah, whatever, you just gave that to him because he slammed a bullies face smack dab on silver and busted his face in, and you're all too chicken shit to own to the fact you got OWNED BY A FAGGOT! BOOM RIGHT IN THE FACE.


*Thank You for coming to the beary talk. I'm sorry if I offended at all, but man do I fucking hope you all understand my voice. It's not fair what my husband went through for decades....*

In memory to my Father who passed away May 22nd, and a big fuck you to the family members who never went to seek and help their little brother out... To them, I give the biggest fuck you to you all. Now sit, and listen.
If I could give you the TMI rating I would.
 

Dwight Frye

Renfield, you asshole!
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Joined
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I find emotional connection tantamount to my ongoing marriage with a man twice my age.

We are going on our fourth year, and a lot of people love to make fun of us and say "It will never last."

BUT IT WILL!

For one to myself: it proves the strength of my heart to care for someone who has DECADES worth of trauma-- literally going through the AIDs crisis, loosing so many friends, and proclaiming with my little self: "Hey, I am here! I want to be with you until the end."

That's my little motto as I walk through life-- thinking how I can protect this older gentleman and give him a life he deserves--

Why? Because the people in SF left him to the wolves and abandoned him, even after he did so much contracting and created such beautiful houses for so many people there. They just abandoned him and mocked: "well I hope he becomes homeless again, he deserves nothing." (the man ran a fucking cleaning company and then had to sell it; I bet you that sold cleaning company is probably doing atrocious right now)

Now *cough cough* where was I? OH YES, THIS:

Excuse me? Fuck you. And no, I'm not going to fuck any of you; you all look too desperate with your ugly ass SF. Bunch of greedy fuckers on top of shit hill VILLE.

Don't get me started with the sheer hypocrisy when it comes to drugs: each and every one of his older friends he now has blocked on social media loves to make fun of him about his drug use when they're exactly the same sort of people that abuse, if not MORE so. People who inject black tar heroin, snort coke, and say "I almost OD on designer drugs."

Bitch no, you were roofied and you are causing harm to those near you. I can name off a myriad and be like: "that's you, that's your hypocrisy. you fucking greedy ass motherfucker."

Now, he tells me: "only well wishes for these fools, "

but I am sorry, there comes a point where I need to declare: "that is all fucking wrong, and you're exposing younger generations to this diatribe and ilk. Fuck you for your bullshit existence, you need to fucking apologize for being a shitty human being and to my man and abusing him for fucking five decades."

For here I am 26, scrounging the pieces, praying for a miracle that this lovely man can finally see his self worth and his PAZ that his supposed "friends" threw out in wantonness. Here I am standing by: wishing, wanting waiting (an old poem he wrote in granite,) for a miracle for this man to be discharged HONORABLY. And for his man to finally show up after decades of self-neglect and abuse from supposed "friends"

Imagine, Decades being AWOL and they just mock you like a useless seagull. And that you are "Other Than Honorably than Discharge."

Yet I'm quite sure he got his dick sucked in a glory hole somewhere, that fucking admiral in the sky who wrote the "Other Than Honorably Discharge." paperwork. Because trust me boo, you're going to get your paperwork rewritten up in red fucking ink and I can't wait to see your honors taken away.

Yeah, that was a straight man's fantasy putting down a "faggot" in the ranks.

Now here I am, clearing the rank and saying: "man, you sound so fucking stupid. You need your papers revoked and redone as "other than honorably discharge" for the last few decades of your life for beating this poor man to an inch of his life.

Other Than Honorably Discharge. Yeah, whatever, you just gave that to him because he slammed a bullies face smack dab on silver and busted his face in, and you're all too chicken shit to own to the fact you got OWNED BY A FAGGOT! BOOM RIGHT IN THE FACE.


*Thank You for coming to the beary talk. I'm sorry if I offended at all, but man do I fucking hope you all understand my voice. It's not fair what my husband went through for decades....*

In memory to my Father who passed away May 22nd, and a big fuck you to the family members who never went to seek and help their little brother out... To them, I give the biggest fuck you to you all. Now sit, and listen.
The cynical part of me feels like this is a copypasta, but the other part of me really, really wants to believe this is true because if it is, that is damn heartwarming and I wish you two all the best.
 

bearycool

Gay God of Kiwi Farms
True & Honest Fan
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Joined
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The cynical part of me feels like this is a copypasta, but the other part of me really, really wants to believe this is true because if it is, that is damn heartwarming and I wish you two all the best.
It is! I have photographs tucked away in my privates ways, cherishing every moment I am married. My mom approves, the man works on our property that is an acre and tends it just like I try to do. I promise I don't bullshit on this type of thing. I've been meaning to talk about it for a very long time, and it's making me really happy to finally declare that.

Yes! I'm married! And I'm grateful I'm finally here to say that it can happen!
 

Frank D'arbo

Back to the days of Christopher Robin and Pooh
True & Honest Fan
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Joined
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I find emotional connection tantamount to my ongoing marriage with a man twice my age.

We are going on our fourth year, and a lot of people love to make fun of us and say "It will never last."

BUT IT WILL!

For one to myself: it proves the strength of my heart to care for someone who has DECADES worth of trauma-- literally going through the AIDs crisis, loosing so many friends, and proclaiming with my little self: "Hey, I am here! I want to be with you until the end."

That's my little motto as I walk through life-- thinking how I can protect this older gentleman and give him a life he deserves--

Why? Because the people in SF left him to the wolves and abandoned him, even after he did so much contracting and created such beautiful houses for so many people there. They just abandoned him and mocked: "well I hope he becomes homeless again, he deserves nothing." (the man ran a fucking cleaning company and then had to sell it; I bet you that sold cleaning company is probably doing atrocious right now)

Now *cough cough* where was I? OH YES, THIS:

Excuse me? Fuck you. And no, I'm not going to fuck any of you; you all look too desperate with your ugly ass SF. Bunch of greedy fuckers on top of shit hill VILLE.

Don't get me started with the sheer hypocrisy when it comes to drugs: each and every one of his older friends he now has blocked on social media loves to make fun of him about his drug use when they're exactly the same sort of people that abuse, if not MORE so. People who inject black tar heroin, snort coke, and say "I almost OD on designer drugs."

Bitch no, you were roofied and you are causing harm to those near you. I can name off a myriad and be like: "that's you, that's your hypocrisy. you fucking greedy ass motherfucker."

Now, he tells me: "only well wishes for these fools, "

but I am sorry, there comes a point where I need to declare: "that is all fucking wrong, and you're exposing younger generations to this diatribe and ilk. Fuck you for your bullshit existence, you need to fucking apologize for being a shitty human being and to my man and abusing him for fucking five decades."

For here I am 26, scrounging the pieces, praying for a miracle that this lovely man can finally see his self worth and his PAZ that his supposed "friends" threw out in wantonness. Here I am standing by: wishing, wanting waiting (an old poem he wrote in granite,) for a miracle for this man to be discharged HONORABLY. And for his man to finally show up after decades of self-neglect and abuse from supposed "friends"

Imagine, Decades being AWOL and they just mock you like a useless seagull. And that you are "Other Than Honorably than Discharge."

Yet I'm quite sure he got his dick sucked in a glory hole somewhere, that fucking admiral in the sky who wrote the "Other Than Honorably Discharge." paperwork. Because trust me boo, you're going to get your paperwork rewritten up in red fucking ink and I can't wait to see your honors taken away.

Yeah, that was a straight man's fantasy putting down a "faggot" in the ranks.

Now here I am, clearing the rank and saying: "man, you sound so fucking stupid. You need your papers revoked and redone as "other than honorably discharge" for the last few decades of your life for beating this poor man to an inch of his life.

Other Than Honorably Discharge. Yeah, whatever, you just gave that to him because he slammed a bullies face smack dab on silver and busted his face in, and you're all too chicken shit to own to the fact you got OWNED BY A FAGGOT! BOOM RIGHT IN THE FACE.


*Thank You for coming to the beary talk. I'm sorry if I offended at all, but man do I fucking hope you all understand my voice. It's not fair what my husband went through for decades....*

In memory to my Father who passed away May 22nd, and a big fuck you to the family members who never went to seek and help their little brother out... To them, I give the biggest fuck you to you all. Now sit, and listen.
Oh fuck you two finally got married?
Congrats mate. Enjoy your days together.
 
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Some of the gender critic gay are upset that Onlyfans sluts are fucking women and ftm while claiming to be gay. I find this this situation very fascinating.
 

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Some of the gender critic gay are upset that Onlyfans sluts are fucking women and ftm while claiming to be gay. I find this this situation very fascinating.
I'm not sure how to look at this without you specifying what sex the sluts are. If they're men fucking women, they're not gay, they're either bisexual or heterosexual. If its women fucking women while one pretends to be a dude, they technically are gay, but the lesbian type of gay.
 

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I'm not sure how to look at this without you specifying what sex the sluts are. If they're men fucking women, they're not gay, they're either bisexual or heterosexual. If its women fucking women while one pretends to be a dude, they technically are gay, but the lesbian type of gay.
It’s the standard penis in vagina. I find it interesting because it comical. The guys usually pretend that the trans is a femboy. Most of the time, the males usually throw in the word bro or try to masculinize the ftm. Also, guys have a control roughness to their motions when compared to biological males. The femboys think that their living their yaoi dreams. However, I think that the guys like it because it validates their masculinity because of Its vaginal sex.
 

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My main issue with the gay community is that instead of a dating pool, it's a dating cup. Most of the gay guys who aren't mentally deranged degenerates are either already with someone, or they're looking for a very specific type of guy.
It's quite ironic of you to write this, but blaming me for not getting the guys I want in the other LGB-thread. As if I'm a retarded incel that never tries. Do I really have to blot myself, for you to believe I'm not a fat basement dweller?
Not gonna comment on the bait, but if the people approaching you aren't your type, you should approach those you do like. Man up and ask out those hotties. If there are none around where you live, broaden your search. Do something, anything other than complaining. That makes it worse.
But fags are known to have no self awareness, and you are proving it even further. Why do you drag our reputation down even further?
 

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Some of the gender critic gay are upset that Onlyfans sluts are fucking women and ftm while claiming to be gay. I find this this situation very fascinating.
I think nobody really wants to admit how complicated sexuality is. And now that being gay isn't about sex but about "identity" people find it a lot harder to just let themselves experience things because they are trying to hold on to some image of how they're "supposed" to be.

If people really need a label I'll tell them I'm bisexual, but for better or worse I have a tendency to analyze everything to death and that includes myself. It isn't that simple. Nothing is ever that simple. People hear "bisexual" and think it means "attracted to everybody". Not so. The faggotry comes in waves and then recedes. I would say for the most part I'm attracted to women far more then men, but there are also periods where I'm pretty much just straight up gay or want nothing whatsoever to do with men. Maybe I'm projecting, but I think everyone experiences something like this to one extent or another. Maybe it's not as intense as it is for me with most people. Like assuming you're a straight guy, you ever have a moment where you thought "what if" and got a little turned on? Might not be enough that you would ever actually follow through or enjoy it, but it's a thought and response all the same. People crave affection and intimacy. And in primate species it's never just a reproduction thing, our closest relatives all use sex for various social reasons that are far less simple. And it's rarely constrained to just the opposite sex. People do the same thing, we just have a shame complex about it.

I think human nature just generally sort of has a "hole's a hole" kind of mentality and it's all our cultural hangups that create all these issues around it. But that's what interesting about that whole issue, gay people have to change their identity to make room for these other people that normally they'd want nothing to do with. I think that actually says something about how shallow these identities were to begin with
 

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I think nobody really wants to admit how complicated sexuality is. And now that being gay isn't about sex but about "identity" people find it a lot harder to just let themselves experience things because they are trying to hold on to some image of how they're "supposed" to be.

If people really need a label I'll tell them I'm bisexual, but for better or worse I have a tendency to analyze everything to death and that includes myself. It isn't that simple. Nothing is ever that simple. People hear "bisexual" and think it means "attracted to everybody". Not so. The faggotry comes in waves and then recedes. I would say for the most part I'm attracted to women far more then men, but there are also periods where I'm pretty much just straight up gay or want nothing whatsoever to do with men. Maybe I'm projecting, but I think everyone experiences something like this to one extent or another. Maybe it's not as intense as it is for me with most people. Like assuming you're a straight guy, you ever have a moment where you thought "what if" and got a little turned on? Might not be enough that you would ever actually follow through or enjoy it, but it's a thought and response all the same. People crave affection and intimacy. And in primate species it's never just a reproduction thing, our closest relatives all use sex for various social reasons that are far less simple. And it's rarely constrained to just the opposite sex. People do the same thing, we just have a shame complex about it.

I think human nature just generally sort of has a "hole's a hole" kind of mentality and it's all our cultural hangups that create all these issues around it. But that's what interesting about that whole issue, gay people have to change their identity to make room for these other people that normally they'd want nothing to do with. I think that actually says something about how shallow these identities were to begin with

It’s complicated because humans make meaning and attach meanings to things. Actions come with consequences. One thing that bisexuals or pansexuals refuse to acknowledge is that sex comes with psychological, cultural, and physical consequences.

Why don't bisexuals acknowledge that bisexuality brings up uncanny emotions? For example, most straight women would recoil at the thought of their male partners having anal intercourse, especially in the passive role. People can blame that on anti-gay sentiments and toxic masculinity. On the flip side, bisexuals refuse to acknowledge the feelings of homosexuals when their partners left them for the opposite sex and went on to have a normal life. You could blame that on heteronormativity, Bisexuals give people negative feelings about sex and sexuality without that being their intention.

Maybe, it is shame complex, But how do deal with all of those emotions and cultural baggage attached to sex? H
 

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I'm bisexual but lean on the gay side of things, and my ex-girlfriend was so toxic, for a while I had considered just identifying as gay and not bothering with girls.

My previous boyfriend was (and still is) a good guy overall but we did decide to break up amicably back in early March since he didn't like the idea of us moving to a more rural area as a couple, plus he was planning on moving out of state with his family. We're still on good terms but we both kind of realized a long-term relationship wasn't going to work out logistically.

I can handle long-distance relationships but he honestly didn't want to deal with those complications. Understandable.

Now, I'm in a relationship with a woman, someone who I previously had been friends online with for years.

I know that sounds like a bisexual stereotype, but me and her really do seem to connect in a way that none of my previous relationships had before.

The two of us have been dating long distance since mid-April and we really do click. I've even met her in-person twice, once over the weekend in early October and then again on New Years' weekend and it's strengthened our relationship.

Honestly, I'm seriously thinking of marrying her the way things are going. She really is the love of my life and I feel a strong emotional connection with her.