I've been training to qualify for a 18x contract for the last year now but I'm starting to become demotivated. What would I be fighting for if I joined the military? The whole revenge narrative is bled dry. If I were to die, would my life be pissed down the drain cause some jackass wanted oil? Am I right for being concerned about this or have I spent too much time on A&H? Would I truly be protecting my fellow man, like I want to, or just some corporate jew?