I buy this 100%. You’re ugly, you’re desexualized, you potentially already have facial hair from PCOS...You know, fatgirls, maybe your whole issue was that you were upset you were fat, not that you were upset you're a woman.
I buy this 100%. You’re ugly, you’re desexualized, you potentially already have facial hair from PCOS...You know, fatgirls, maybe your whole issue was that you were upset you were fat, not that you were upset you're a woman.
tl;dr Her testosterone clit healed wrong after the metoidioplasty, and now it's all twisted.I was reluctant to post photos of my junk because: I’m not well hung, my phallus is twisted, and there is a lot of outer tissue remaining so things don’t look a ton different from the front. That said, there aren’t a lot of photos of Dr. Dugi’s work and he’s one of the few meta surgeons in the area.
PROCEDURE: I had first stage metoidioplasty in February 2020 with Dr. Daniel Dugi in Portland, OR. At the time, I was living out of state and insured by Kaiser who contracted with OHSU in Portland. Kaiser flew me and my partner to PDX, put us up in a Residence Inn for a month, and flew us home. My out-of-pocket surgery cost was less than $300.00. I began transition in 1996 and waaay back then, surgery was inaccessible because it was cost prohibitive. When I discovered that Kaiser would cover meta, I was over the moon and pursued surgery.
I had monsplasty, vaginectomy, UL, scrotoplasty. The experience at Dr. Dugi's office and at the hospital was amazing. I stayed in the hospital for three nights and recovered at the nearby hotel. Dr. Dugi and his team visited me in the hospital (on a Saturday), and it was really a morale boost. I had a SP catheter for 30-days. I flew home to HI the day after its removal. Initially, I was really swollen, and my bladder had to readapt peeing on its own. It became apparent when I was home that I had a small fistula at the top of my phallus. Thankfully, this resolved on its own after a few weeks. I had some granulation beneath my scrotum which resolved after using silver nitrate (it stings). I had one application before my flight home, I did one on my own, and my doctor in HI did the final one. It healed up fine after that.
GOALS for Stage 1: I have been reluctant to post these pictures because I am in between stages and I've had a long-standing complication. My goal going into surgery was to be able to pee standing up. I've been using a STP for decades (!) and I really hoped to be able to pee standing up, through my fly, without a device. I am not hung. At all. I don't measure my junk (frankly, I'm not sure how to do this really) and I really wasn't sure what to expect post-surgery. I knew that if I had UL, I would do everything possible to pee standing up. I have been REALLY happy with overall results. I’m especially thrilled to have the vaginectomy. It feels so much better for me and affirming. My perineum has healed fine, and my scrotum has as well. Dr. Dugi responded to emails via MyChart and I had an appointment with him to discuss complications in May 2020.
Long-standing Complication, torsion: When I was healing, as I look down, the right side of my phallus appeared to be adhered to the outer labia. Visually, the phallus on the left side was freed up, and the right side felt stuck, pulled to the right. My phallus healed at an angle so my urethra tilts to the left and is nearly horizontal. Not ideal. As a result, my stream sprays like the flat setting on an adjustable sprinkler attachment, as opposed to the urethra facing down. My pee goes everywhere! If I stand up to pee, I have to do it with my pants down to my ankles and at a urinal. This is not something I will do in public. If I sit down, the stream shoots forward, travels beneath the toilet seat, down the exterior of the toilet, and on to the floor. Not ideal. I use a STP device (still) when standing at a urinal in a public restroom. When at home, I have to use the STP or squat, lean my pelvis forward over the toilet and aim as best I can.
GOALS for Stage 2, Balls and Repair: Dr. Dugi reported during my consult in March 2021 that he is discouraged by the high complication rate (50%) for testicular implants. He prefers to create a male-looking scrotum using the outer labial tissue that he moves downward and adds fat and other tissue to create the ball sac. I really wanted to have testicular implants. I also know several guys who’ve had complications so I knew it was a risk, but not a 50% risk. I am extremely active. I run, bike, hike, walk, swim, work out as much as I can. I have been concerned about how implants may or may not impede my activity in some way. Would the balls go between my legs too much when running? Would I break a ball, injure myself when cycling? I appreciate Dr. Dugi’s frankness about the complications; he gave me the choice about the implants. I opted to forgo implants, have surgery using existing tissue, including fat, and see how it works for me. If I opt to have implants, I can do that after about three months healing. While I am not thrilled about the absence of implants, I am willing to give it a shot to see how it looks and works for me. It may be the best choice considering my activity level and the high rate of complications.
My number one goal is to repair the torsion. I can live without the implants, but I really want my phallus to be free of the outer tissue (which he will use to create the scrotum) and to un-twist the phallus so my stream points downward. Dr. Dugi is not sure he’ll be able to repair the torsion during stage 2. I was absolutely gutted when I heard this news. He did say that he would make every effort to do so. Until he gets in there to see what’s what, he cannot be sure what’s creating the torsion and he does not want to risk damaging things if he snips tissue. Again, I appreciate his honesty about the limitations of surgery and associated risks. As much as it’s difficult to accept, I don’t really have much of a choice.
Stage 2 tentatively scheduled for June 2021: I am hoping to have surgery in June. It was tentatively scheduled for June. My biggest complaint about this process? The lack of responsiveness from the surgery scheduling team at OHSU. I’m hoping to confirm a date this week.

They took out a big chunk of skin to lift the base of my dick into a more natural position. My scar is about 8 inches across, so there was quite a bit that had to go. I need to keep really good support for 4-6 weeks until the anchoring they did internally has fully healed. The bruising on the side doesn't hurt and the scar is basically numb still. There are no staples, just dissolvable stitches and surgical glue.
Has anyone experienced issues with having a thick phallus even with RFF? I’m sitting at 5.25 in length and 7 inches in girth and I’m 2 months post op. The surgeon who did the skin thickness graft said it’s not a lot of swelling left. Just wondering if there’s anyone who has had the same experience as me and is willing to answer some questions.
It’s an easy fixmines is 10 inches in girth. Some lipo on it will do the trick.

Can you imagine anyone being attracted to this?
This girl got a phalloplasty and has been documenting it on Reddit. I've posted some of her pics before, but here are some new ones:
"I don't want to post because I'm not well hung"This guy has an absolute potato-quality camera, but I thought his stuff would still be interesting enough to post.
Seriously though, MTFs need to step it up. FTMs pretty much always have better quality pictures & descriptions...
His ""clit"" is starting to turn black, and he's worried it might be dying. Commenters think it's unlikely since he's 4 years post-op, but it might be a blood flow issue.
Btw, this unfortunate troon has been completely butchered. Here are a couple more pics he posted awhile back (although again in potato quality...):
He got his stinkditch from Dr. Brassard at GRS Montreal. Additionally, he got (botched) facial feminization surgery from Dr. Bensimon, also at GRS Montreal. He is NOT happy, to say the least: [1] [2] [3]
The interesting part is that he claims GRS Montreal has a monopoly/stranglehold on "the medical field" in Quebec, and they apparently scrub all bad reviews from Google, Realself, RateMDs, and other websites.
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Metoidioplasty with a complication:
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tl;dr Her testosterone clit healed wrong after the metoidioplasty, and now it's all twisted.
She still rates her post-op satisfaction as 3/5 stars on Transbucket...![]()
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This girl got a phalloplasty and has been documenting it on Reddit. I've posted some of her pics before, but here are some new ones:
Can you imagine anyone being attracted to this?View attachment 2082520
Her neopenis almost looks like a third leg.Seriously, the girth on these things is always so ridiculous...
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Bonus funny thread: https://www.reddit.com/r/phallo/comments/mofrxg/rff_girth_issues/
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The T-created macroclit is better than this."I don't want to post because I'm not well hung"
Bitch even the gimpiest micropenis is weller hung than the fucking armsock you lunatics have installed, AND it doesn't fucking grow hair.
Exactly. That's been my stance since the beginning. Also her metoidplasty looks like an intersex condition, or allegedly what Harvey Weinstein's penis looks like. She cost the taxpayers thousands of dollars to create an intersex condition.The T-created macroclit is better than this.
Yaoi a helluva drug.You know, fatgirls, maybe your whole issue was that you were upset you were fat, not that you were upset you're a woman.
Funny, cuz every yaoi is a bishonen, not a fat ugly bastardYaoi a helluva drug.
Lol that first clit looks like a poopThis guy has an absolute potato-quality camera, but I thought his stuff would still be interesting enough to post.
Seriously though, MTFs need to step it up. FTMs pretty much always have better quality pictures & descriptions...
His ""clit"" is starting to turn black, and he's worried it might be dying. Commenters think it's unlikely since he's 4 years post-op, but it might be a blood flow issue.
Btw, this unfortunate troon has been completely butchered. Here are a couple more pics he posted awhile back (although again in potato quality...):
He got his stinkditch from Dr. Brassard at GRS Montreal. Additionally, he got (botched) facial feminization surgery from Dr. Bensimon, also at GRS Montreal. He is NOT happy, to say the least: [1] [2] [3]
The interesting part is that he claims GRS Montreal has a monopoly/stranglehold on "the medical field" in Quebec, and they apparently scrub all bad reviews from Google, Realself, RateMDs, and other websites.
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Metoidioplasty with a complication:
Description:
tl;dr Her testosterone clit healed wrong after the metoidioplasty, and now it's all twisted.
She still rates her post-op satisfaction as 3/5 stars on Transbucket...
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This girl got a phalloplasty and has been documenting it on Reddit. I've posted some of her pics before, but here are some new ones:
Can you imagine anyone being attracted to this?View attachment 2082520
Her neopenis almost looks like a third leg.Seriously, the girth on these things is always so ridiculous...
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Bonus funny thread: https://www.reddit.com/r/phallo/comments/mofrxg/rff_girth_issues/
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It's a retracted sea anemone:This girl got a phalloplasty and has been documenting it on Reddit. I've posted some of her pics before, but here are some new ones:

The main reasons I can think of are things like simple things like reverse autogynephilia, the perception that they'll get "the male privilege", getting groomed, etc.I feel like I'm gonna faint looking at some of these photos.
I can understand why men would do this, to gain an easier life as a woman, easier access to women in prison, celebrated as heroes for their deviancy, not being called a faggot when getting rattled off another man etc etc.
I can't for the life of me understand why a woman would do this to herself though, especially if the media paints white men nowadays as the devil, so why become one?
Not to mention the health issues that would arise from it. How do they get an erection? Does that not require blood flow to the penis? How do they bang someone? Do they need to Ron Jeremy it in like they're loading an artillery shell? Would their wierd looking knobs not stink of pish also since they dont have a natural urethra? There will always be pish residue between the end of the meat tube and vagina ground zero and everyone knows you can't clean a toilet just by pishing on the stains. Do they need to give their sausage a pull through with a baby wipe the rest of their life like the men have to dilate?
Can anyone fill me in? (Not like that hee hee)
I suppose it's a grass is always greener on the other side scenario. It seems to have really blown up these few years though.The main reasons I can think of are things like simple things like reverse autogynephilia, the perception that they'll get "the male privilege", getting groomed, etc.
imagine that, on the one hand, you have the option to get what you want (ultimately feel better about yourself - in this case getting rid of your feelings of dysphoria, brought about by mental illness or otherwise) through things like consistent and regular exercise, going to see a therapist and following through with what you're being told, even if you don't like to hear it. basically a lot of effort aimed at self-improvement and committing to it in your life as opposed to just giving up shortly thereafter, but it's something that you know will work with ALMOST EVERY NORMAL PERSON.I suppose it's a grass is always greener on the other side scenario. It seems to have really blown up these few years though.
Agree, why bother improving yourself and use up time and energy when you can just new game + it? But this time pick the other gender to see the difference in dialogue options.imagine that, on the one hand, you have the option to get what you want (ultimately feel better about yourself - in this case getting rid of your feelings of dysphoria, brought about by mental illness or otherwise) through things like consistent and regular exercise, going to see a therapist and following through with what you're being told, even if you don't like to hear it. basically a lot of effort aimed at self-improvement and committing to it in your life as opposed to just giving up shortly thereafter, but it's something that you know will work with ALMOST EVERY NORMAL PERSON.
OR...on the other hand, you just apply for some state-funded disability checks because it's not your fault you're MtF or FtM, therefore it's not fair that you should be the one to work hard to fix it! instead, with your newfound SPECIAL status you get to spend some of your money and leech the rest from state funding (or Patreon/Twitch, if you're all into attention-whoring on Twitter and social media in general, as many are nowadays), you get to visit some enabling shrinks and surgeons who work their magic on you and voila - people will treat you better, because you're not like everybody else.
I mean sure...your sex organs might get butchered beyond any recognition, but they are merely 'battle scars' that prove your exceptionalism (as opposed to your lack of will for self-improvement and taking the easy way out by paying doctors to fix problems addressed far better by yourself). you make sure you keep blaring this shit loud and wide into the internet and sucker in as many people, who enable and validate your warped perceptions as well...and pray that logging online and seeing that bullshit from your enabling 'allies' salves your sunk-cost fallacy of doing this thing, of which you are reminded daily whenever it hurts to pee and you see blood or gangrene forming in your crotch.
but it's okay - it was always inevitable, it could never have been all avoided and you could not have had a happier life than this. because you're a trans- person that's not like everybody else!
The funny part being that the raging lesbians can hang with the bros infinitely better than FtM manlets because they are way more secure and confident in themselves. Sure you might get in a dumb argument about patriarchy every now and then, but theyre sure as hell not going to collapse into a sobbing mess if you misgender them.I suppose it's a grass is always greener on the other side scenario. It seems to have really blown up these few years though.
I'm wondering if there was a great schism in the tomboy community with half turning heel and becoming raging lesbians while the other half turned baby face and grew beards so it would be acceptable to still hang and bang with the bros.