Gross Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow (Ayla) Brown / meowitch666 / anarchoenby77 / thedeflowered1 - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, attempted child groomer, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier

What should Stephanie's next patch be?

  • May your womb be barren

    Votes: 51 26.2%
  • It's not necrophilia if it's a ghost

    Votes: 50 25.6%
  • I'm here and I'm xyr

    Votes: 34 17.4%
  • Guys, you're not straight if you're checking out my nonbinary ass

    Votes: 60 30.8%

  • Total voters
    195
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NoFeline

baby is ended.
True & Honest Fan
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Imagine someone with supposed POCD like Staph doing this.
 

DatBepisTho

Cryptid Farmer
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Wonder what the other shoppers thought of the sped walking around the grocery store rubbing her ass? You really shouldn't be let out in public, Sappy.
As hilarious as that would be, some part of me still wants to be like "she probably meant the small of her back, instead of the ass crack and is just too stupid to say it properly."

But this is Staph. She doesn't have a shred of the decency to not dig in public. She's like those dudes that keep rearranging themselves while engaged in conversation.
 
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WinchesterPremium

Molṑn lolí
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There was some dumb shit going around Twitter the past few days about some dipshit kids "hexing the moon" (Archive) and I'm extremely disappointed Staphy here didn't throw her two cents in on it. I thought she'd be sooo on top of something like this.

She had one, I just didn't get the context and didn't find it entertaining enough to post.

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sarcasticslipandslide

recovering from stage 3 troonacy
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Plus, wearing a binder sucks, nobody wants to go through expensive surgery just to wear a binder some more.
Directly after top surgery, they typically hook you up with post-operative compression vests that are pretty reminiscent of binders, but depending on your surgeon you might also have to deal with Jackson-Pratt drains hanging out of them. There is no way in Hell that Staph would be able to keep any of this clean, and I can almost bet that, in the event that she actually ended up going through with something like this, she would play with whatever fluid and pus drained into the bulb.
 
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Chicken Picnic

We saved you the last boiled egg!
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Imagine comparing a hysterectomy to top surgery, Jesus Christ she's delusional if she genuinely thinks that they will be even remotely similar.

Hysterectomies can be done so non-invasively now, idk what kind of operation she had when hers was done but unless you're a ham like Amberlynn or there are big medical complications involved they can remove everything without even an incision in your stomach. Top surgery on the other hand, whilst keyhole surgery is a thing there's absolutely no way Steph would qualify for it as, to be blunt, her tits are too big. I'm not even saying that to be lolfat, it's just true lmao.

I've seen some vlogs of trans people post surgery, with multiple updates over a number of months. Top surgery is a massive commitment and I have no doubt Steph wouldn't cope if even just having GERD is hell on earth for her. Removing multiple layers of skin and muscle tissue from your chest so even raising your arms is painful (because the tissue extends even to there), having surgical drains left in the wounds afterwards for a number of days that need to be specifically not fiddled and would that will need care and attention for a long ass time afterwards to minimise scaring is a challenge even for so called able bodied people lmao.

Advice: wear a good bra and try to lose some weight. It will do wonders for your figure Steph, trust me, even just the bra. You can get ones that are designed to reduce the appearance of your size if you're uncomfortable with having large knockers. Some issues with your body image may get fixed by just trying to change the way you dress, buy some shape-wear!
 

Boris Blank's glass eye

And just for you I have a spoon
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finally, I am open to being corrected, but I always forget Steph's source of "chronic pain" is GERD. can the pain/discomfort of GERD (which is, I have been told, pretty significant) really be termed "chronic pain"?
See, the problem with GERD is it can be prevented by the correct diet or treated by cheap methods. Antacids, proton pump inhibitors, or even eating enough plain crackers when the heart burn starts. It really is that simple.

Source: I used to have intense GERD from stress and drinking lots of caffeinated beverages. Then I got some prescriptions and learned to manage it via not stuffing my face with stuff that triggers it. It really is that simple. If it isn't, it's more severe than GERD.
 

Jello

Here for a snack.
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I've been reading this thread for the past few weeks and, wow. She really is the best Tumblr cow on here. A perfect mix of out-of-touch white trash, and SJW. She somehow manages to be contradictory in everything she does and says.

Thinking you're not a threat to the cops because you're white and AFAB? Little miss "woke," it sounds like you're saying that the cops should have known you're not dangerous, unlike those POC and trans women, and you're implying that women are inherently weaker than men. Calling out a relative for wearing a pink gas mask to a funeral, right after you had cried over not being allowed to wear your trans-anarchist one? :story: The amount of examples you can give is never-ending.

Anyways, I kiss and tell. I don't believe that her Alignable (Archive) has been posted here.
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Nothing too lulz worthy, but I thought it'd be worth sharing for archival sake.

Not having heard of the website before, I looked into it, and while some people had claimed that it helped them network and grow, it has a bad reputation for spam. You can also spend money on it, but it doesn't seem like Steph has, as she has no verified badge on her page. The website is a bit hard to navigate if you don't have an account.

This little detail about her "team" stood out to me.Screenshot_20200721-071931.png
It really makes your organization look good when you admit that you don't have a single other person working on it other than yourself. Doesn't she claim that she's working with other people on her non-profit? Like that trans friend that she tried to bait us with? If it were true, why wouldn't you include them on your networking page?
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BoobWhiskers

phantom feminized testicles
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this wierd 'sexual obsession' shit she linked said:
that fucking article said:
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You should describe how much you want your stepdad to fuck you in excruciating detail and then tape it and listen to it over and over until thinking about it doesnt make you nervous I guess

Uhhhh, sorry but this is FUCKING WIERD. "Stop acting like being obsessed with the idea of fucking animals/kids/your stepdad makes you wierd or a pervert" that's REALLY not normal Stapphy. Also should we be concerned that she tagged it with zoophilia as well?l as her usual pedoincest shit?

I know we have users with all sorts of education/professional backgrounds on here, can anyone tap in to tell me if that particular take on exposure therapy is legit or just the skeeviest thing I've ever heard? Because my understanding of this POCD shit (explained through a Stapphy lens, so admittedly perhaps not very accurate) is that you get anxiety due to your brain constantly fixating on WHAT IF IM ACTUALLY A PEDOPHILE. And that sucks and all but uh, I think if you're actually wanting to fuck kids enough that you have an elaborate fantasy about it, it's maybe not the anxiety part that you should be worrying about. And maybe it's not so healthy to then make serial killer recordings of yourself talking about it and listening to those until you're not guilty/anxious about the idea anymore.
 

Binghamtron-5000

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Uhhhh, sorry but this is FUCKING WIERD. "Stop acting like being obsessed with the idea of fucking animals/kids/your stepdad makes you wierd or a pervert" that's REALLY not normal Stapphy. Also should we be concerned that she tagged it with zoophilia as well?l as her usual pedoincest shit?

I know we have users with all sorts of education/professional backgrounds on here, can anyone tap in to tell me if that particular take on exposure therapy is legit or just the skeeviest thing I've ever heard? Because my understanding of this POCD shit (explained through a Stapphy lens, so admittedly perhaps not very accurate) is that you get anxiety due to your brain constantly fixating on WHAT IF IM ACTUALLY A PEDOPHILE. And that sucks and all but uh, I think if you're actually wanting to fuck kids enough that you have an elaborate fantasy about it, it's maybe not the anxiety part that you should be worrying about. And maybe it's not so healthy to then make serial killer recordings of yourself talking about it and listening to those until you're not guilty/anxious about the idea anymore.

Ime the exposure therapy/playing a recording back thing is used in cases like:

- I have to go to trial to testify against the man who raped me; I’ll train myself to not spiral into an anxiety attack when I hear/speak of this stuff so that I can maintain my composure & get through it

- My parents beat me so badly I was hospitalized; I’ll train myself to not flinch & go into panic mode & cry when someone snaps at their kid in public

etc

I’m not a doctor but I’ve only heard of it used in these ways: someone who has actual PTSD trying to manage their trauma & live life. Not someone trying to normalize their own obsessions & fetishes
 

Chicken Picnic

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Uhhhh, sorry but this is FUCKING WIERD. "Stop acting like being obsessed with the idea of fucking animals/kids/your stepdad makes you wierd or a pervert" that's REALLY not normal Stapphy. Also should we be concerned that she tagged it with zoophilia as well?l as her usual pedoincest shit?

I know we have users with all sorts of education/professional backgrounds on here, can anyone tap in to tell me if that particular take on exposure therapy is legit or just the skeeviest thing I've ever heard? Because my understanding of this POCD shit (explained through a Stapphy lens, so admittedly perhaps not very accurate) is that you get anxiety due to your brain constantly fixating on WHAT IF IM ACTUALLY A PEDOPHILE. And that sucks and all but uh, I think if you're actually wanting to fuck kids enough that you have an elaborate fantasy about it, it's maybe not the anxiety part that you should be worrying about. And maybe it's not so healthy to then make serial killer recordings of yourself talking about it and listening to those until you're not guilty/anxious about the idea anymore.
It's legit a treatment. The problem is with Steph's post is there is no actual specification that she is talking about those plauged with intrusive thoughts/OCD related conditions. Obviously not everyone who has sexual obsessions have those conditions, otherwise why would we have pedos and zoofuckers roaming around thinking its ok to act on their thoughts.

Here's some stuff from an OCD Charity about using exposure based therapy for POCD and what the subtype actually is for reference against Steph's description:

What’s going on?
Pedophilia OCD, or POCD, is a subset of OCD in which a sufferer has unwanted harmful or sexual thoughts about children. This subtype often results in panic, anguish, shame and depression. People living with POCD have no desire to harm a child, yet they’re tormented by thoughts of doing so.

The difference between someone living with POCD and an actual pedophile couldn’t be greater. A pedophile takes pleasure in situations in which they have an opportunity to find sexual gratification around children. Someone living with POCD will do the exact opposite. Sufferers of POCD are so horrified by their thoughts that they will avoid children at all costs. The nature of this subtype is so taboo that it often leads to years of suffering in silence.

When you have POCD, you become preoccupied with proving to yourself that you don’t find children attractive. Your thoughts make you feel like a monster and an outsider. You are horrified by the idea that you may hurt a child, and are obsessed with determining if you are truly “good” or “bad.”

Everyday Examples of POCD:

  • Feeling distraught over going to the beach. You know that you’ll see children and young adults in swimsuits, and you’re afraid this will cause unwanted thoughts or, even worse, arousal. Instead of going to the beach, you avoid it at all costs.
  • Experiencing distress over spending time alone in a room with a small child. Your sister wants you to babysit your nephew, but you’re terrified you’ll act out your unwanted thoughts. Instead of accepting her request, you say “no” and research the legal repercussions of having these associations instead.
  • You’re at a dinner with family and are sitting across from your young niece. Suddenly, your brain starts to make terrible, harmful associations so you excuse yourself from the table.

So yes, its the anxiety about "what if im a pedo" but the condition creates the intrusive thoughts too in that when you look at a child and maybe think "oh, they're dressed cute" or something, your brain then goes "you're disgusting for thinking that" and it spirals into "oh god was that a sexual thought i had when I thought they were cute?! Do I actually get off to the thought of kids??" and so on and so on.

Is Recovery Possible for Me?
Yes! The ideal treatment for someone with Pedophilia OCD is Exposure Response Prevention Therapy (ERP). ERP is when you voluntarily expose yourself to the source of your fear over and over and over again, without acting out any compulsion to neutralize or stop the fear. By repeatedly facing something you’re afraid of, you force your brain to recognize how irrational it is.

Examples of ERP treatment:
  • You may be asked to purposely notice children on the street or visit a place where children often spend time, like the park.
  • As time goes on, you may be asked to watch TV shows featuring children or young adults.
  • In addition, you may be asked to search for pictures of children online.
What is the goal of therapy?

Some people with Pedophilia OCD recover completely through ERP. But for many, their obsessions never fully go away. Progress in POCD treatment often comes in the form of distancing your character from you intrusive thoughts. You realize that they do not define you, and even though they may still pop up, you know that you are not a risk to others. OCD recovery has more to do with managing the condition, than it does with eliminating it. However, that doesn’t mean you can’t lead a healthy, happy life. By prioritizing treatment and positive lifestyle habits, sufferers often gain confidence and freedom. Even if some anxiety is still present by the end of therapy, you’ll no longer feel debilitated by the condition.
fyi Pure OCD is OCD without outward compulsions, such as hand washing etc, but instead mental rituals. I would say its pretty hard to describe/understand what it feels like unless you've ever experienced an intrusive thought yourself (which I assume most people have done, cause it's pretty normal to get the odd one every now and again). That thought maybe when you're driving and think "what would happen right now if i just drove off that cliff..." or at a train station and think to yourself "what if I just stepped in front of the next train" etc etc. You know you don't want to do the thing you're thinking, its just some strange passing thought, but those with Pure OCD go over an over those thoughts thinking it means something awful will happen because they will act on it if they don't do something to either stop themselves or find a way to convince themselves that they would never do it.

This is obviously treatment for sepcifically POCD, not pedophilia itself. The person is not a pedophile so these actions will not actually get them off or anything- thats the goal of the treatment: to show the person they are worrying about nothing and attempt to lessen the anxiety. If the person found they actually were getting off on the treatment then they wouldn't have OCD and none of this shit matters, they need a different treatment that likely involves being locked up away from anyone for a very long time.

Or a bullet, if you're so inclined.
 

BoobWhiskers

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So yes, its the anxiety about "what if im a pedo" but the condition creates the intrusive thoughts too in that when you look at a child and maybe think "oh, they're dressed cute" or something, your brain then goes "you're disgusting for thinking that" and it spirals into "oh god was that a sexual thought i had when I thought they were cute?! Do I actually get off to the thought of kids??" and so on and so on.

Yeah, see that was my understanding of what it was supposed to be too, so I'm just mystified because this version of 'exposure therapy' she's taking about sounds a lot more like encouraging people to describe their creepy fantasies.
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Went to investigate the site (god help me) and it clarifies that these sexual obsessions are 'things that turn you on even though you don't want them to'... which creeps me out because that sounds a lot less like

"I think that little kid in a dress is pretty, oh god, does that mean I want to fuck them???"

And a lot more like

"I want to fuck that pretty little kid in a dress, oh god"

And mmmmmMMMM DONT LIKE THAT. The site talked about how yeah, the exposure therapy is supposed to make you have less anxiety about the thoughts but uh, call me a prude but if you're having thoughts about wanting to fuck kids/animals/family members I THINK YOU COULD STAND TO KEEP THE ANXIETY ABOUT THAT.

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We could all do with a bit more shame, and Stapphy could maybe keep her creepy fuck fantasies to her paid therapist and not announce them to the whole damn internet.
 

Jello

Here for a snack.
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We could all do with a bit more shame, and Stapphy could maybe keep her creepy fuck fantasies to her paid therapist and not announce them to the whole damn internet.
Steph couldn't feel shame if she tried. If she could, she wouldn't tell the internet every intimate detail about her life, and bring up her KF thread on every platform she gets.
 

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