Snowflake StraySheep / Kayla Marie Waller / morinokunikara / blankshadesgame - Thread #2 The Return of the Transtrender Sperglord Who Tried To Delete Her Thread

[Unhindered Clown]

Kayla's just big mad that there are people out there who are actually productive and do things themselves to get what they want instead of sitting on tumblr ho-humming 24/7 about things they WANT to do but magically just can't.

Whatever position you have on null's life choices, he made them and takes responsibility for them. He wanted a site in which all opinions are allowed to be expressed without censure (regardless of whether you agree with them) so long as they aren't things that could be taken as actual threats against public safety. He made a place like that himself and people on/off the site come to look at what gets archived here.

Kayla's ambition is being a popular fanfiction writer. I see her write, yes... about all the inconveniences that burden her. While e-begging. And crying about being mediocre at everything despite realistically being the only one holding herself back. Which person sounds like less of a loser?

 

[BoobWhiskers]

Kayla's just big mad that there are people out there who are actually productive and do things themselves to get what they want instead of sitting on tumblr ho-humming 24/7 about things they WANT to do but magically just can't.

Whatever position you have on null's life choices, he made them and takes responsibility for them. He wanted a site in which all opinions are allowed to be expressed without censure (regardless of whether you agree with them) so long as they aren't things that could be taken as actual threats against public safety. He made a place like that himself and people on/off the site come to look at what gets archived here.

Kayla's ambition is being a popular fanfiction writer. I see her write, yes... about all the inconveniences that burden her. While e-begging. And crying about being mediocre at everything despite realistically being the only one holding herself back. Which person sounds like less of a loser?

She's salty because despite being pretty low-volume compared to most of the threads here, this thread has more readers and more views than anything she'll ever write LOL.

 

[sleepdeprived]

Null had $20,000 in savings in 2016, or when he was 24 years old. Kayla has (tentatively) $50 in savings at 25. To that point, Josh can shrug his shoulders, decide that this forum isn't what he wants out of life anymore, and fuck off out of Kiwi Town to realize a much higher earning potential than what he makes now given his skillset. Conversely, Kayla will be trapped bouncing from one minimum wage job to the next, feeding her destructive addiction to retail therapy, and continuing to round out the bottom 10% of the bell curve from now until she is no longer able to do that. Kiwi Farms could disappear tomorrow and she'd be just as much of a lolcow as she was the day before, that will never change.

You want to know the difference between you and Josh, Kayla? Here it is: his formative years weren't characterized by thumb-sucking in the face of adversity. His passion project has grown into a self-sustaining platform netting 5.18M total visits in the last 6 months alone, using zero display advertising or paid keywords, and he fought for it to be that way. He produces merch and has bootstrapped for donors and knowledge-based resources. The people who pay into this website are funding that vision, paying him for his work and making it available to everyone. His self-taught efforts have actually materialized for him.

You don't have a vision because your moral compass is a wind sock. The closest thing you have is writing Persona 5 fetish fanfiction, and that is to the benefit of literally no one but yourself. Your self-taught efforts have yielded nothing, and you've resorted to handouts to continue enabling a lifestyle that you can no longer afford. You exist to consume product and then get excited for when you can next consume more product. As a result, the fruits of your labor are dozens upon dozens of princess dresses and accessories and toys, crammed into one bedroom of your in-laws' apartment, and getting to shit out DoorDash once a week. That is what people are funding when they hand their money to you.

You're not going to want to measure yourself next to Null, Kayla. He spent the last of his money to do something genuinely selfless. You purchased your toys and dresses at the expense of helping your partner, someone you are actually beholden to, with rent and schooling and car payments. He's not the one who comes out of that comparison looking like a piece of shit.

 

[Pond Scum]

Incoming Kayla dump. I grouped her posts according to theme, not necessarily in chronological order.

Spoiler: Kayla Responds to [USER=4348]@sleepdeprived[/USER]

Spoiler: Kayla Fails to Appreciate Small Creators

Spoiler: Kayla Bitches About Writing Memes

Spoiler: Kayla Makes a Meme

Spoiler: Kayla Bitches About Long Fanfiction

Spoiler: Kayla Mopes

Spoiler: Misc.

I can't even begin to get into why her attitude towards writing and reading fanfiction is so messed up but I will say this: I would genuinely like to see Kayla improve her writing. All the time she spends googleshnging all over her blog could be used to work on plotting and outlining works properly, and though I think she'll be quite disappointed with the fact that longer writing won't give her the attention she wants, she may enjoy writing for writing's sake if she'd only work at it...

Is what I would say if Kayla actually liked writing. If she could get the same amount of attention by pressing a big red button, she would.

 

[cluelessly]

reading her blog is so bizarre sometimes, it's just full of problems she's literally imagined as an excuse for why she's not as successful as she wants to be.

 

[Boson]

She’s so fucking insufferable good lord. She’s SO hung up on needing a reason. It doesn’t fucking matter! Do your own shit that you love and keep on going, I’ve never heard of, say, streamers and youtubers say they got big overnight, Many people just do what they love. She’s so determined to zero in on this gripe and wallow in it forever. Also, she expected her meme to blow up in a few hours?? it never works like that on tumblr.

 

[assigned stupid at birth]

Most babies have developed a sense of object permanence before they turn 1. They're 25 and still heavily subscribe to "I don't see it so it doesn't exist" even after being told multiple times a week that other people in the same situation as them are very much out there and even following them.

 

[BoobWhiskers]

Her making boring, tired memes doesn't blow up because spoiler, she has no audience. I can't imagine actually wanting to follow someone that exhausting; Kayla is the ultimate example of where you don't unfollow because she'd throw a fit, but you do covertly add them to your blacklist/ mute them/ whatever tumblr uses these days, and I'd be willing to bet at least 50% of those following her have done that.

KF's obsession with calling me writing about teenage boys being GNC is more than a little creepy

You know what else is creepy, Kayla? Obsessing over writing teenager sissy yaoiz, you little fujo. Back in my day the yaoi fangirls at least had the balls to admit that it was just hawt smexy m/m lemons, but with one guy blatantly being the 'girl' of the relationship. Don't like don't look amirite?

 

[Sylvie Paula Paula]

Hate to tell you, Miles, but you dated someone who is a pedophile and did sexual acts with the minor they were dating. You are not immune from the criticisms you throw at Thomas Sanders.

 

[patchwork]

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I like this message in particular since she glazed over the point because she couldn't relate to it.

She doesn't understand that people like reading a continuous story, especially if the writing is compelling, because she's never written something that people want to keep reading. Because unlike her, other people actually enjoy reading. You see this crap all the time in r/WritingPrompts, where any popular prompt with a particularly good response will have several comments asking for more of the same despite the writer almost certainly not planning further than what they've posted. Or even better, if the response is just as long as it needs to be to feel like a satisfying read - and it fits in a text box with a character limit! That place is literally oneshot heaven!

Unfortunately, she writes like a third grader so even if she did write longform, no one would read past the first chapter unless they were literally 10 because that's what their reading level is. Good lord, an adult doesn't want to read something that looks like their very first fanfic ever.

 

[Agent Nahman Jayden]

You aren't putting effort into anything.

Otherwise you'd actually post something positive in terms of goals like "Bruh, I wanted to spend money on [x] so badly but instead, I didn't. Go, me!" instead of endlessly whining about how you don't get enough attention for the four things you've tried and want REALLY HARD to be the best at.

Clean your room. You get better sleep when your sleep area is clean.

 

[BoobWhiskers]

I'm endlessly tickled by the fact that Kayla reads this thread more closely than half the thread regulars.

 

[Pond Scum]

I'm endlessly tickled by the fact that Kayla reads this thread more closely than half the thread regulars.

We ought to start posting book chapters in here so Kayla can finally read an actual book and improve her writing.

 

[lolwut]

We ought to start posting book chapters in here so Kayla can finally read an actual book and improve her writing.

It'd certainly be the only time she'd ever experience something cultured.

Here, Kayla. This is how you write strong female characters:

Spoiler: Volsunga Saga, Chapter 39

Now thought Atli the King that he had gained a mighty victory, and spake to Gudrun even as mocking her greatly, or as making himself great before her. "Gudrun," saith he, "thus hast thou lost thy brethren, and thy very self hast brought it about."

She answers, "In good liking livest thou, whereas thou thrustest these slayings before me, but mayhappen thou wilt rue it, when thou hast tried what is to come hereafter; and of all I have, the longest-lived matter shall be the memory of thy cruel heart, nor shall it go well with thee whiles I live."

He answered and said, "Let there be peace betwixt us; I will atone for thy brethren with gold and dear-bought things, even as thy heart may wish."

She answers, "Hard for a long while have I been in our dealings together, and now I say, that while Hogni was yet alive thou mightest have brought it to pass; but now mayest thou never atone for my brethren in my heart; yet oft must we women be overborne by the might of you men; and now are all my kindred dead and gone, and thou alone art left to rule over me: wherefore now this is my counsel that we make a great feast, wherein I will hold the funeral of my brother and of thy kindred withal."

In such wise did she make herself soft and kind in words, though far other things forsooth lay thereunder, but he hearkened to her gladly, and trusted in her words, whereas she made herself sweet of speech.

So Gudrun held the funeral feast for her brethren, and King Atli for his men, and exceeding proud and great was this feast.

But Gudrun forgat not her woe, but brooded over it, how she might work some mighty shame against the king; and at nightfall she took to her the sons of King Atli and her as they played about the floor; the younglings waxed heavy of cheer, and asked what she would with them.

"Ask me not," she said; "ye shall die, the twain of you!"

Then they answered, "Thou mayest do with thy children even as thou wilt, nor shall any hinder thee, but shame there is to thee in the doing of this deed."

Yet for all that she cut the throats of them.

Then the king asked where his sons were, and Gudrun answered, "I will tell thee, and gladden thine heart by the telling; lo now, thou didst make a great woe spring up for me in the slaying of my brethren; now hearken and hear my rede and my deed; thou hast lost thy sons, and their heads are become beakers on the board here, and thou thyself hast drunken the blood of them blended with wine; and their hearts I took and roasted them on a spit, and thou hast eaten thereof."

King Atli answered, "Grim art thou in that thou hast murdered thy sons, and given me their flesh to eat, and little space passes betwixt ill deed of thine and ill deed."

Gudrun said, "My heart is set on the doing to thee of as great shame as may be; never shall the measure of ill be full to such a king as thou art."

The king said, "Worser deeds hast thou done than men have to tell of, and great unwisdom is there in such fearful redes; most meet art thou to be burned on bale when thou hast first been smitten to death with stones, for in such wise wouldst thou have what thou hast gone a weary way to seek."

She answered, "Thine own death thou foretellest, but another death is fated for me."

And many other words they spake in their wrath.

Now Hogni had a son left alive, hight Niblung, and great wrath of heart he bare against King Atli; and he did Gudrun to wit that he would avenge his father. And she took his words well, and they fell to counsel together thereover, and she said it would be great goodhap if it might be brought about.

So on a night, when the king had drunken, he gat him to bed, and when he was laid asleep, thither to him came Gudrun and the son of Hogni.

Gudrun took a sword and thrust it through the breast of King Atli, and they both of them set their hands to the deed, both she and the son of Hogni.

Then Atli the king awoke with the wound, and cried out; "no need of binding or salving here!—who art thou who hast done the deed?"

Gudrun says, "Somewhat have I, Gudrun, wrought therein, and somewhat withal the son of Hogni."

Atli said, "Ill it beseemed to thee to do this, though somewhat of wrong was between us; for thou wert wedded to me by the rede of thy kin, and dower paid I for thee; yea, thirty goodly knights, and seemly maidens, and many men besides; and yet wert thou not content, but if thou should rule over the lands King Budli owned: and thy mother-in-law full oft thou lettest sit a-weeping."

Gudrun said, "Many false words hast thou spoken, and of naught I account them; oft, indeed, was I fell of mood, but much didst thou add thereto. Full oft in this thy house did frays befall, and kin fought kin, and friend fought friend, and made themselves big one against the other; better days had I whenas I abode with Sigurd, when we slew kings, and took their wealth to us, but gave peace to whomso would, and the great men laid themselves under our hands, and might we gave to him of them who would have it; then I lost him, and a little thing was it that I should bear a widow's name, but the greatest of griefs that I should come to thee—I who had aforetime the noblest of all kings, while for thee, thou never barest out of the battle aught but the worser lot."

King Atli answered, "Naught true are thy words, nor will this our speech better the lot of either of us, for all is fallen now to naught; but now do to me in seemly wise, and array my dead corpse in noble fashion."

"Yea, that will I," she says, "and let make for thee a goodly grave, and build for thee a worthy abiding place of stone, and wrap thee in fair linen, and care for all that needful is."

So therewithal he died, and she did according to her word: and then they cast fire into the hall.

And when the folk and men of estate awoke amid that dread and trouble, naught would they abide the fire, but smote each the other down, and died in such wise; so there Atli the king, and all his folk, ended their life-days. But Gudrun had no will to live longer after this deed so wrought, but nevertheless her ending day was not yet come upon her.

Now the Volsungs and the Giukings, as folk tell in tale, have been the greatest-hearted and the mightiest of all men, as ye may well behold written in the songs of old time.

But now with the tidings just told were these troubles stayed.

 

[Unhindered Clown]

Oh lord, if she was a visual artist and talked about natural talent or being good from the start from popular artists, she'd have been torn a new one by way more people. The writing community goes way too easy on her for how much of an insufferable whiner she is. And that's the thing, she tries and tries but all this time nothing really SHOWS that. If anything she readily has an excuse for why she can't!

Sleep studies? Do you have sleep apnea or is it just your not being able to stay away from screen devices for a few hours before bed? Or is it because you consume caffeine after 3pm? If your insomnia is brought about by behavioral patterns or a caffeine overconsumption then I doubt a sleep study is necessary. Drink sleepytime teas half an hour before bed, and in 15 minutes you'll pass out (depending on what brand works best with you of course).

The spread of your post also depends on tags you use and the time of day. People do see original content, it just takes a bit to understand how the average user may dig for such content. Tumblr may look dead but I've seen absolute shitposts (no tags by OP) blow up in a matter of days. Kayla expects too much from a notoriously whimsical userbase.

 

[sleepdeprived]

Incoming Kayla dump. I grouped her posts according to theme, not necessarily in chronological order.

Spoiler: Kayla Responds to [USER=4348]@sleepdeprived[/USER]

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I forget that I'm talking to someone who could not handle introductory courses at a community college.

Josh pouring the last of his funds into server costs and protecting his userbase was called "self-sacrificing," it means when you do something for someone that isn't Kayla Marie Waller. Does that help?

Also, you can write a fanfic dedicated to an elaborate description of teenage boys washing their feet and argue that it's not an explicitly sexualized piece of work, but that is exactly what a paraphilia is: a fixation on an atypical object or fantasy. An appeal to righteous indignation doesn't work with your fanfiction about crossdressing high school boys, and as an adult woman I don't think you needed the k-farmers to tell you that.

Overall this is a pretty weak response, even for her. No rebuttal to me calling her an emotional black hole of a person whose greatest aspiration is to consume and to soothe herself of her shortcomings until death at the expense of her partner, I suppose because any argument about her pattern of behavior for the last seven years can be countered with "People change??? I'm not the same person I was five minutes ago." She's probably reaching the bust phase of the boom and bust cycle that her thread tends to go in, and nothing of value will be lost in the interim.

I'd like to take this time to wish all of you regular thread visitors (so mostly Kayla lol) a very Merry Christmas and holiday season. Very weird harvest this year, whether it was Lou's hospitalization due to his foot wallet and subsequent type II diabetes diagnosis, Rabbie's itfriend making for the hills moments before they could live the U-Haul lesbian dream, the slowly mounting debts over at the Tranch, whatever it was that made you stop eating during your lunch breaks - when you get winded by all of that change and movement, stop by this thread anytime. Much like the rural northeast, it has remained exactly the same for almost a decade.

 

[BoobWhiskers]

So I was fucking around writing tonight and due to some sort of save error and me being a lazy dumbass, I lost about four pages of writing, which was a bummer.

Funnily enough, while I was loudly complaining to an uncaring god about my own stupidity, I idly wondered what that looked like in terms of wordcount... and fuck me sideways, for all of her bitching about TEN K WORDS WEH WEH WEH that's really not very much. Jesus christ Kayla, by my wordcount calculations a 10k word story is what, twenty pages? Are you kidding me? You can't handle something bigger than that?

I've read absolutely fantastic oneshot fanfics that probably got the job done in 2k words or less (and told a self-contained, compelling story that would probably have suffered for being stretched out longer than that), but twenty pages in word is laughably easy if you're trying to tell an actual story rather than just a single scene or character exploration, and the realization that she can't put forth the thunks or self-discipline for something that achievable is funny as shit.

I'll openly admit I came and peered at this thread specifically because I was sulking about losing my after-dinner writing for the night, and by god Kayla is finally good for something after all.

 

[A Detachable Penis]

Clean your room.


But didn't clean your room.


Much sympathetic toward the newly single mother.


Honestly, same. Anyone who has ever read a book could write better than her.


This method has been around for... 6 years minimum. But SHE TRIES SO HERD.


Truth hurts.

 

[Lime Rogue]

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Clean your room.

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But didn't clean your room.

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Much sympathetic toward the newly single mother.

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Honestly, same. Anyone who has ever read a book could write better than her.

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This method has been around for... 6 years minimum. But SHE TRIES SO HERD.

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Truth hurts.

I'd link Kayla the writing tips thread but clicking the link would be too much effort for her, tbh.

 

[Agent Nahman Jayden]

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Truth hurts.

EVERYONE GIVES YOU ADVICE ALL THE TIME, YOU DAFT CUNT. We have TONNES of suggestions but you're too STUPID and PROUD to fucking take legitimate advice from a bunch of people that "hate read" your FUCKING TUMBLR.

Gimme my fuckin' top hats, lads. I'm tilted right now between her having the audacity to shit talk Null and insisting that no one understands her, offers to help her or gives her all their admiration while sitting on her fat ass and saying 'lol im just saying i'm not gonna like ur cosplay BUT LOVE MY FANFIC PLS"

Happy fuckin Christmas, Kayla, you lazy tard. I'm done with this cow until next year at least after Christmas. I can't. I'm losing too many brain cells.