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I don't fear death. I fear pain and hell. I'm similar to Obito/Pain if you ever watched naruto. But I try to do the right thing a lot like Naruto - It's just a lot of time you don't always reach the most optimistic conclusion (and in the anime, naruto is always written to have the optimistic conclusion about every situation no matter what the situation is).
The Infinite Tsukuyomi sounds more ideal for example, if there is no drawbacks to anyone. I might have sided with Madara tbh. Sounds smarter, and I don't think it's wrong at all either.
I think most people are evil at heart and we're just mammals bent on survival instincts, and things we like to do for our own pleasure or our own beliefs. The older I get the more I begin to think this. Religion, laws, and fear are all to keep us in check and brainwash us, most likely.
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I have Bipolar Disorder (imo)
I suffer from Major Depression (for MANY different things. Many many many different things)
I have ADD/ADHD
I have OCD on certain things
I have aspergers
I've lived alone most of my life without friends so I developed differently as a person than most others. I don't expect others to relate to me most of the time.
I was actually diagnosed with ADHD/ADD and Aspergers by doctors. From reading the definitions of the other things online, I know that I have obsessive compulsive disorder with multiple things, there are times I can have split personality and can be Bipolar. I've known about being bipolar (from online definitions) since before college, and I have had severe depression for a long time since around 2009 and it's only been getting worse (or fluctuating up and down) to the current present as I am writing this, for different reasons.