I'm sorry I wasn't able to upload the edited version, I did want to respect your privacy. He doesn't mention you too much though. He doesn't get the hint when he's told he shouldn't talk about you.And I really regret doing so, needless to say.
I'm conflicted on actually listening to these: on the one hand, I want to preserve what's left of my sanity. On the other hand, morbid curiosity can be incredibly persuasive.