Nonsense. When she's in the morgue, the pathologist will stand over her and point to her death certificate and say "You're healthy, just dead!"i was thinking the same exact thing while. she mentions several symptoms of her body failing and she seems unable to connect them to the fact that she’s 5’3 and nearly 600 goddamn pounds. she’s carrying 5x her ideal bodyweight and she has the audacity to blame her heartburn on water, her abdominal pain on her sleeping position, her depression on her self-diagnosed bipolar disorder, her exhaustion on her mood stabilizers.
her habit of treating the symptoms of dying rather than addressing the cause of her dying is going to be one of her biggest downfalls. i don’t know if it’s her dysmorphia that tricks her into thinking she’s a dainty, coquettish sex kitten, or her narcissism that keeps digging her grave deeper to prevent her from admitting her 28 years of existence have been one long mistake, or her utter denial to accept that she is going to die if she doesn’t change - but something is keeping her from realizing the cause of her neverending list of ailments.
her heartburn? acid from her enlarged stomach, heart problems from her consistently high bp? who knows. it’s not caused by water.
napping? maybe because she barely gets any sleep at night since she suffocates herself half to death every 45 seconds, or because her body exerts so much energy just to keep her alive while her organs are beginning to fail.
depression and anxiety? known psychological symptoms associated with morbid obesity. charlie gold just made a video about this. seems like isolation (both social and physical), lack of mobility, inability to cope in a healthy manner, unaddressed trauma that typically leads to significant weight gain, and low self-esteem caused constant failures due to lack of education about nutrition may have something to do with that but no, no. it’s muh buhpolar.
abdominal pain? i can’t imagine what would cause this. it’s not like she has the weight of two grown men dangling off of her abdomen at all times. it’s not like she stuffs her stomach so full on a daily basis with sugary, processed garbage lacking in fiber and nutrients. i think she nailed this one - it’s probably her sleeping position.
it wouldn’t surprise me that, when she dies, it’ll be of a heart attack where she takes a hit off of a roommates inhaler to fix the tightness in her chest. or she’ll have a stroke and blame the fact that entire right side of her body is paralyzed on her sleeping position. can’t breathe at night from apnea? “cat allergies.” yellow skin from non-alcoholic fatty liver disease? “i need to get more sun.” pissing blood when her kidneys fail? “bring me my coldest water bottle.”
if somebody is super morbidly obese, it’s very important that they are hyper vigilant when it comes to symptoms of their poor health. they’re high risk patients. amberlynn’s heartburn isn’t like anybody else’s heartburn and webmd doesn’t know that a 600 lb woman just asked for home remedies for tummy aches or a general feeling of tiredness. that’s what a real doctor is for - a real doctor would look her in the eye and tell her that everything that is happening to her body is because of her weight and that, if she doesn’t take care of the source, it will kill her. soon.
Oh my God. Those are callouses from holding a fork.What the fuck are those bumps on her fingers at 9:28? Warts?