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I’m still young, even though I’m not getting any younger, and I notice I post (or think about) stuff like this.
Honestly, I realize I had to stop doing this because the Internet is not my diary, and also I simply have to calm down and understand there are things I can control. There are some things that are out of my control, but at the end of the day all I can do is just simply go outside and go and for a walk, read a book, or play a video game. It’s just healthy and important.
The year just started four months ago, and I understand that at the end of the day, if you don’t like someone or you don’t think X is okay or not okay, then that’s fine. There’s no need to throw a temper tantrum over it, or lash out at a computer/smartphone screen. Just understand yourself and know yourself; don’t rely on what a e-celeb/Hollywood celeb/politician has to tell you because it makes you “feel good”.
I could go on, but I don’t want to be the fake pseudo intellectual that plays armchair psychologist for a living. There’s so many people that are living and dying in the world today, and sometimes the smallest problem that you have (with the exception of depression, death, cancer, disease, etc.) means little compared to the overall world.
Granted I always knew this, but I just needed another wake-up call. I mostly thank you Kiwis for this, but I know that at the end of the day, it all falls on you. To blame other people for problems that you may have created is just pointless, and it just won’t change anything if you don’t start doing something.
Honestly, I realize I had to stop doing this because the Internet is not my diary, and also I simply have to calm down and understand there are things I can control. There are some things that are out of my control, but at the end of the day all I can do is just simply go outside and go and for a walk, read a book, or play a video game. It’s just healthy and important.
The year just started four months ago, and I understand that at the end of the day, if you don’t like someone or you don’t think X is okay or not okay, then that’s fine. There’s no need to throw a temper tantrum over it, or lash out at a computer/smartphone screen. Just understand yourself and know yourself; don’t rely on what a e-celeb/Hollywood celeb/politician has to tell you because it makes you “feel good”.
I could go on, but I don’t want to be the fake pseudo intellectual that plays armchair psychologist for a living. There’s so many people that are living and dying in the world today, and sometimes the smallest problem that you have (with the exception of depression, death, cancer, disease, etc.) means little compared to the overall world.
Granted I always knew this, but I just needed another wake-up call. I mostly thank you Kiwis for this, but I know that at the end of the day, it all falls on you. To blame other people for problems that you may have created is just pointless, and it just won’t change anything if you don’t start doing something.
