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Bender

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There was this time I was on the bus, near the front, when this woman got on with a bunch of shopping and she came over to me and said "do you really need two seats?" I just said "no" and carried on sitting there. I only did that because of how rude she was, if she'd said "excuse me, can I have these seats?" or something more polite I would've moved.

In hindsight, I was a dick, I should've moved because she had two bags of probably heavy shopping, and not giving up my seat and forcing her to sit near the back of the bus was uncalled for.
 

Bender

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The majority of my childhood pretty much describes the thread title.

Then again what person WASN'T a sped when they were kids?
You gotta give examples instead of blue-balling us like that.

When I was a kid I threw bricks at windows of an abandoned building. I don't regret that, the building was demolished anyway. Then I threw a brick through some old guy's porch window. I'm fucking ashamed of that. Thanks for bringing up childhood memories, now I just feel shitter, lol.
 

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TFW you see a thread like this
 

Bunny Tracks

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When I was in first grade, we got a new student who, looking back on it now, obviously had severe FAS and was clearly being neglected at home.

She was always dirty, smelly, wore the same clothes, and was always sick. The teacher did nothing to help her, and would actually make fun of her in class for being dirty and smelling so bad. Everyone always picked on and excluded her. And despite all this, she was still very sweet and kind. I remember being assigned to be her partner for the year, and she was never was mean, bossy, rude, annoying, or anything like that. She had no problem taking turns, and would always ask what was wrong if I seemed upset. She was a good kid and didn't deserve to be treated so poorly.

I never saw her again after first grade, but to this day, I'm ashamed that I didn't tell other people to stop being so mean to her. I'm ashamed that I joined in sometimes when she was being bullied. I'm ashamed that I didn't tell the teacher to stop being so cruel to her. I'm ashamed that I didn't tell anyone that the teacher was being so awful to a clearly neglected and mentally handicapped student. I'm ashamed that I never told my parents about the situation or anyone in general. I'm ashamed that I didn't realize what was going on at the time, and did nothing to help.

I know that I was a little kid when it happened, but I'm still ashamed. I just hope she's okay now.
 

Woke Blue Muttlema

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> There was this time I was in P.E. and we were running. This girl was some real deal in sports, she now studies in a good college and competes in shot put nationally. As you might have deduced she was built very differently than most girls (like 4th grade), she was taller and wider. I thought she was really cool.
I wanted to cheer for her but since I'm autistic and at age 9 I was Luan Loud tier of comedian I screamed every time she passed "You go fatty", "That's my chubby girl".
In all my aspiness I never made the connection until adults told me that she could have took it as something offensive and apologized many times about it. I want to believe she did forgive me (seriosuly doubt she even remembers me) but there was this time it was raining and she send me outside, as an aspie I stood there in silence.

> I was the kid that was the first one to be introduced to the new kids cuz I didn't have any friends.

> Elementary Graduation Party. A very sweet girl tells me she and her friends want me to dance with them like the loners we all are. I was warned by some people of my class that I shouldn't because people were puking so I declined. We met again in high school and she was still the best with me.

> Till forth grade I used to slip on purpose over my right leg when the teacher was about to enter the classroom. This costed me sports wise.

> Once a bunch of assholes in 7th grade were harrasing me in the schoolyard. They even sprayed me with soda. For some reason all I could think to respond was repeatly say "JA" beacuse a couple of days before I had watched The Simpsons episode of Norwegians moving to Shelbyville.

> Middle school overall, only point in my favour was that more shit was done to me than anything. I allowed a Nicki Minaj wannabe to use me for her "bisexual act".

> During spirit week (middle school) there was a booth for fake marriages. A very sweet SE girl from my class came and asked me to marry her. Most people were already assholes to me I told her I didn't believe on that shit. I'm still very sorry.

> I lost a friend over nothing and tried for two months to gain her back through a friend of hers. She moved and seems she still dislikes me. At least the common friend became my friend and still talks to me.

> When playing a game of never ever I admitted stuff that I won't disclose for off-topic reasons and I wasn't even intoxicated.

> A gay guy approached me to date me for some reason. I consider this moment the highest of my lowest point.

> My sister and one of my best friends dated and it was horrible. During the affair I was never able to speak up. Last straw was when they got violent and they both ended up in the street shittalking each other.
 
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