Sonichu-choo trainwreck
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He opened a new patreon - or reopened - after complaining about his ex capitalist friend.
"gorsh guys, im a mixed up kid too at 40, gimme yo pocket moneys and i will keep doing nothing of value"
I really have to question how far (or if) Tim can financially plan for the future..and I'm talking like a few months of household bills.
b/c after a few months of "making it" in whatever new scheme, he starts bitching about not getting enough "support" and then quitting because 'the game is rigged against gay/trans/whatever'..as, presumably, the bills are coming due
I think his chaotic shifting from I'll just get a day job (he wont, not really) to I'm going to buckle down and make "it" (whatever current pipe dream) work to I'm just going to do what I want, draw and play guitar is a function of opponent "needs" which he's conflated together "rich AND famous" neither of which is probably in the cards for him.
Materially, Tim needs (wants) to be independently wealthy. oh he says he doesn't want to be rich, he just wants to be able to spend all his time doing his 'passions' (hobbies) without having to worry about money...Oh not rich mind you, just enough to live a life of leisure (with toys, of course, --err I mean the tools to support his passion, like games)
BUT
Psychologically (narcissistically) Tim needs (wants) to be famous and adored. Now he can get, at least an illusion of that by picking low-hanging fruit; children, people with self-image problems looking for an identity, other aspiring *insert career* who are basically networking
[or, when that doen't work, throwing a despertion move to gain infamy by being a dick to "notable" people as Tim calls them]
and, as he complains, that demographic just isn't funneling enough $ toward him..they don't have any $ either
So the problem is the attention won't pay the bills and any work he can do to pay the bills doesn't give him the attention
It's compounded by the "all in" extremism - he can't stand to be "well regarded within a profession" - he needs to be famous
he can't stand to go to work earning a stable income, and having hobbies in hobby time - he needs to be "free (of financial concerns) to be creative"
So his solution has been to just swap delusions like jumping from one sinking lily pad to another -- when reality creeps in and starts compromising one fantasy, just have another round (of the same) epiphany, shift focus and "this time" it's gonna work