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A common characteristic among those who have developed a strong personal will and individuality is that they often harbor within them a set of personal beliefs or convictions that can run counter to what the current cultural norms would dictate to be appropriate or accurate, and yet the individual who holds them still feels as if they are appropriate or accurate despite knowing full well that most people believe otherwise, and they validate their beliefs and convictions not from the thoughts and feelings of others (not to mention the potential consequences from others if they find out about such beliefs and convictions), but from their own personal experiences and analysis.
Many here would argue that those who are "persons of interest" have such an attitude, but I am going to have to argue that those who typically are generally do not have much self-awareness, and would openly state such personal convictions and beliefs as if there was either nothing wrong with them, or that others also usually held them, only to find out the hard way that they do not, and thus suffer social isolation and humiliation from others. Those who otherwise lean more towards the "normal" side of humanity and yet still harbor such beliefs and convictions are fully aware that their personal beliefs and convictions could get them into deep shit with others, so as such they typically stay quiet about it until they potentially (or inevitably) have a nervous breakdown.
To see such a stark discongruency between what you personally believe, and what others believe, and to see pretty much all of society and reality go sideways as a result of that (for how reality and society is shaped is in the hands of the masses, or at least those in control of the masses, and you are completely without agency or power) leaves you feeling alone, and frustrated, and humiliated. You feel the burden of the world changing right before your eyes into something that it was never meant to be; something non-viable, a disgrace to God, wanting you to call upon the Angel of Death to bring about the destruction of this reality, this prison that is Satan's playground. And perhaps it is possible that it will change for the better, but not now, and you only feel like a helpless coward for that. A coward that is alone, perhaps entrapped, with their beliefs that cut off all connection and empathy from those who do not feel the same way, and who would willingly and gladly ruin your life for them either because they lack the emotional intelligence to see past their own perspective, or in order to manipulate a corrupt and backwards social zeitgeist for their own personal gain.
Perhaps it would be all of that person's fault if they were selfish. If they were simply burdened with their own complications due to the fact that they ultimately only cared about themselves. Or perhaps it would be another thing if what they believed was simply the result of a mental or emotional defect, and they were never able to see how they were wrong. But it is kind of hard to blame such a person when it is perfectly clear that these days, society is held up not by virtues or truth, but by vices and falsehoods, and it does not advocate constructive behavior and family values, but degeneracy and debauchery. When people genuinely believe that the random white man they see on the street is an oppressive douchebag who wants to rape someone and must not be given any chance of redemption or opportunity for advancement, and yet also believe that some Muslim who fought for ISIS and raped/enslaved/killed dozens or more of non-Muslims (and still likely does today) should be given priority to redeem themselves and to advance in life, even if they have no remorse (as they always do) become repeat offenders (as they typically do).
You wonder why this is. You wonder why does the current "narrative" enable such falsehoods, and why society is currently going nowhere fast. You wonder why so many people believe in things that are so wrong and erroneous, and how long this can all last. There are probably many "whys", but it doesn't change the fact that in the end, you are holding the bag, and the bag just gets heavier, and you have no place to go. Perhaps one day, you hope, it will get better. Perhaps reality and society will crumble from its own rot and neglect, and it will start to resemble what it was meant to be, albeit only by the slightest bit. It very well could, but right now, you simply don't see it. Whether that is because you are alone and as such your view is limited and myopic, who can say? It doesn't change the fact that you have no idea what is going to happen, or what you should do. The fact that you still hold onto your beliefs and convictions through such a time, for as long as you have, is a sign of strength, but you wonder when it will no longer be a burden, if it ever won't.
Many here would argue that those who are "persons of interest" have such an attitude, but I am going to have to argue that those who typically are generally do not have much self-awareness, and would openly state such personal convictions and beliefs as if there was either nothing wrong with them, or that others also usually held them, only to find out the hard way that they do not, and thus suffer social isolation and humiliation from others. Those who otherwise lean more towards the "normal" side of humanity and yet still harbor such beliefs and convictions are fully aware that their personal beliefs and convictions could get them into deep shit with others, so as such they typically stay quiet about it until they potentially (or inevitably) have a nervous breakdown.
To see such a stark discongruency between what you personally believe, and what others believe, and to see pretty much all of society and reality go sideways as a result of that (for how reality and society is shaped is in the hands of the masses, or at least those in control of the masses, and you are completely without agency or power) leaves you feeling alone, and frustrated, and humiliated. You feel the burden of the world changing right before your eyes into something that it was never meant to be; something non-viable, a disgrace to God, wanting you to call upon the Angel of Death to bring about the destruction of this reality, this prison that is Satan's playground. And perhaps it is possible that it will change for the better, but not now, and you only feel like a helpless coward for that. A coward that is alone, perhaps entrapped, with their beliefs that cut off all connection and empathy from those who do not feel the same way, and who would willingly and gladly ruin your life for them either because they lack the emotional intelligence to see past their own perspective, or in order to manipulate a corrupt and backwards social zeitgeist for their own personal gain.
Perhaps it would be all of that person's fault if they were selfish. If they were simply burdened with their own complications due to the fact that they ultimately only cared about themselves. Or perhaps it would be another thing if what they believed was simply the result of a mental or emotional defect, and they were never able to see how they were wrong. But it is kind of hard to blame such a person when it is perfectly clear that these days, society is held up not by virtues or truth, but by vices and falsehoods, and it does not advocate constructive behavior and family values, but degeneracy and debauchery. When people genuinely believe that the random white man they see on the street is an oppressive douchebag who wants to rape someone and must not be given any chance of redemption or opportunity for advancement, and yet also believe that some Muslim who fought for ISIS and raped/enslaved/killed dozens or more of non-Muslims (and still likely does today) should be given priority to redeem themselves and to advance in life, even if they have no remorse (as they always do) become repeat offenders (as they typically do).
You wonder why this is. You wonder why does the current "narrative" enable such falsehoods, and why society is currently going nowhere fast. You wonder why so many people believe in things that are so wrong and erroneous, and how long this can all last. There are probably many "whys", but it doesn't change the fact that in the end, you are holding the bag, and the bag just gets heavier, and you have no place to go. Perhaps one day, you hope, it will get better. Perhaps reality and society will crumble from its own rot and neglect, and it will start to resemble what it was meant to be, albeit only by the slightest bit. It very well could, but right now, you simply don't see it. Whether that is because you are alone and as such your view is limited and myopic, who can say? It doesn't change the fact that you have no idea what is going to happen, or what you should do. The fact that you still hold onto your beliefs and convictions through such a time, for as long as you have, is a sign of strength, but you wonder when it will no longer be a burden, if it ever won't.
OP knows big words and gets big ideas. I think we have a free thinker over here.
