vulnerability (03/25/21) - Couldn't even do a full week of "Curvy Calories"

Hamberlard Raid

No one give that meat mountain any more money.
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CURVY CALORIES IS OVER?!
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>constantly filmeen muh food thots is a new trigger for me
>idiotic and impulsive thought
>i jumped on the gun and made a f00l of mahself
>ppl MAKE FUN OF ME
>mental illness shameen
>vulnerubl shareen
>every1 hates mi :(

Classic LogicLynn:
>if I was skinner, people would treat me a lot better as fatphobia is why people hate me
>I lost 100 pounds last year, and people still hated me

PICK. ONE.

Hamberlard review: 10/10 INSTANT CLASSIC! She invokes Rain And Petals Eavesdrop, reaction channels, people criticizing her for her false suicide baiting, fat shameen, false outrage, and thoroughly deb00nks her entire narrative and thesis in under four fucking minutes!
Imagine writing a philsophical treatise thoroughly detailing and providing examples, quoting other philosophers, and citing hundreds of years of literature regarding a new, groundbreaking theorem only to disprove the preceding hundreds of thousands of words in a short, 50 word paragraph.
Amberlynn just did that.

Bravissima, porcellina!
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curvy calories was great in context
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but constantly filming my food thoughts
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is a new trigger for me
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weight loss content sure but a daily
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basis series
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it's an idiotic impulsive thought i
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actively jumped on the gun and made a
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fool out of myself
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yet again simply i'm not comfortable
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being vulnerable
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on camera anymore people take my
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personal struggles and vulnerability
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and create memes satire monetize
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nitpicking reaction videos
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and cruel jokes about unhealthy cycles
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when in reality they are mental illness
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shaming
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my channel used to revolve around
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vulnerable oversharing that only was the
01:01
number one ingredient
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in what became an ambulant hate train i
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have to realize that no matter what i do
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hate will be the main focus in why
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people watch me they say
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i'll get less hate if i lose weight but
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what happened last year when i was down
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almost 100 pounds
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and nothing changed my weight and
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struggle should never determine how much
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hate or negativity i receive
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justifying cruelty with whether i'm on a
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diet
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or not is just more false outrage to
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create the never-ending nightmare of
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nasty comments
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i'm judged no matter what i do how i
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feel
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or what i say i'm judged on what i wear
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how i cook
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and the way i walk i get it it's the
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internet and everyone has an opinion
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but that's just an excuse so people can
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say how fat i am
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there are videos made by people showing
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nothing but body shots of me
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or videos mocking me when i had suicidal
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thoughts
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this is somehow allowed when did
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bullying become okay
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they justify their actions by saying i
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lie but yet there's never any proof
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it is always assumptions rumors choices
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in believing
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or disbelieving one of the worst things
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i went through was when i shared my
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abuse story
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and no one believed me i haven't been
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the same since
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my truth and my pain has resulted in the
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biggest mistake i ever made during my
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time on youtube
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god i wish i could go back and start
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over i do a lot of things differently
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maybe not start youtube at all but
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youtube is a priority for me now
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and there's no turning back how i wish i
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could change the narrative
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and my ho how i have tried but
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everything falls back to my past
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between that and the unwanted fat
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shaming on a daily basis
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i feel like i'll never be okay again i
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want to feel like i can be my authentic
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self on youtube but i can't right now
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it's easier to be judged when making
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mediocre mooc bongs
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and supposed horde halls than to be
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judged for true
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vulnerability tears struggles and the
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darkness in my life
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seems like when i need people the most
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i'm pushed away harder
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the more vulnerable i become the more
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open i am
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the more hate i receive which leads me
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to never wanting to share anything ever
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again
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but it wouldn't matter i'm judged and
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hated on no matter what
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everything i do gets twisted into
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something bad i don't want my mental
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illness twisted
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or my indecisiveness twisted any longer
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i'm sick
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i'm ill i'm not in control
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but i am in control of this
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my channel
 
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daitygorl

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Her newfound mission to position herself within the fatphobia movement is particularly funny. If you'll go back to videos dating 2020, she's started inserting herself into a narrative that people hate her because she's fat. She has undoubtedly come across this rhetoric from other HAES influencers like LearningtoBeFearless (AlexandriaIreneRodrieguez). This is my least favorite version of amber.
 

ADHD

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We already knew she quit. She let that one out of the bag the other day on her livestream. That being said, get a fucking life, Amber.
>if I was skinner, people would treat me a lot better as fatphobia is why people hate me
If she were skinnier, no one would pay any attention to her, because apart from having a circus freak body, Amber is boring. Quit yer crying and dance, piggy.

EDIT: This reminds me of the sequence in 2019 where she first suicide baited/clickbaited leaving YouTube, followed immediately by a video about how "i can't give up...". Nice try, Amber. Unfortunately for you, some of us can recognize a pattern and see you're just rehashing old shit because you've got no ideas left.

For those who missed these the first time around, here are the archives:
 
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FatFuckingClown

*pins you to the ground and force-feeds you crack*
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So she literally just trolled so hard. She fucking knew she wasn’t going to do it, and now she gets to bring up how her being fat is the only reason people criticize her?

Just really seems like she’s deathly allergic to accountability. She found a way to UberEats her cake and eat it, too.
 

Chaos Is Me

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When is this from? On her IG stories yesterday, she said she had a video scheduled for the 25th, 27th and 29th. She definitely planned to quit Kurrvy Kaloriees from the very beginning.

God, that was painful. Why is she trying to make this so much deeper than it is. Fuck off Emolynn. Also, what's up with all the jump cuts. Either she can't read, she cut some parts out, or both.
 

lonelygorl15

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More of the same trolling. She knows people don't just hate her because she's fat but because she's a fat, lying, bitchy, rude cunt that exploits her body for clicks. Her "woe is me" narrative is old and she needs to come up with a new trolleeen routine. I know Amberlynn isn't in the habit of keeping anything fresh but this is ridiculous.
 

Captain Ahab

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“I lost 100 lbs and nothing changed.”

Impossible! Down to a dainty, near-anorexic 450 lbs and your life didn’t completely change? Men didn’t start checking you out? You weren’t thrown out of skinny bitch fashion stores for being too petite for their XXXS clothes? You didn’t run an ultramarathon without even training? How’s that possible? You’re a lah, girl. Say the truth that you reached peak human performance but were just too scared of that immense new power.
 

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