We need to talk about conversion therapy: I wanna become heterosexual and normal. -

Hell

MMA
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I don't really support the whole lgtb circus, but I cannot fix my sexuality either.

I have the idea that gays and trans people are technically mental, and that encouraging them to embrace sexual deviancy doesn't make them any favour. I'd like to voluntarily join a conversion therapy group to become heterosexual and normal, but the problem is that science still doesn't know how to fix lgtb people. I'm going to church and I'm done with Neopagan bullcrap, but I don't know what else can I do.

All I can say is that being lgtb is one of the worst things that ever happened to me in my life, no one really likes being lgtb.

I'd like to spend some time in a Christian camp, but they're banned in my country.

I just don't support "trans kids", gay adoptions and all that jazz, but I cannot be normal either.

I didn't kill myself because suicide is sinful, but I'm bored of being alive, and I don't legitimately wanna live more years. I'm not taking other people with me like Randy did.

The site is not "your personal blog", but I think debating the necessity of bringing conversion therapy back is important. There are lgtb people out there who legitimately wanna become heterosexual people and have a normal life. At least I never got any diseases, but I feel legitimately disgusted by the behaviour of the community. I don't want to be asociated to people who parade naked in front of children, but I'm a tranny (unwilingly) because I'm mental.

I want the vaccine to kill me at this point, lgtb ruined my entire life.

If a gay or a trans person wants to voluntarily join a conversion therapy group to not be gay or trans, why is it immoral to let this person become a heterosexual individual like the majority? Or at least to give a try. I think conversion therapy should be perfectly legal as long as it didn't imply physical or mental torture, and the patient could abandon the process at any moment, but trying to fix homosexual and transexual people is something I don't really see as immoral.

I just don't want to get AIDS, or anal cancer, or kill myself like a tranny.

People should have a right to abandon lgtb if they want to.

I don't really support lgtb. I don't like lgtb people even if I'm lgtb myself.

I just wish I had known all the things I know about lgtb when I was like 13yo, but they tricked me and they recruited me into a sect.

I know this a real literal hate site full of trolls, but I need serious help, and I don't really know what to do.

I expect hate and trolling in the comments because this is Kiwi Farms, but I'm technically serious about conversion therapy and Christianity.

I'm morally devastated.

Guys, I need help.
 

Atlas Sneezed

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Neck yourself fagg..

Okay, you want help. That's refreshing. I'm no psychodoc or anything, but I'd first start to ask "why am I gay". Did someone molest you as a kid? Where did it start? Then try to work that out with the gestalt method (read up on Freud. Not some gay interpretation, but his actual books) and see if maybe you can learn something about yourself.

Also condolences on living in worst korea. If at some point you feel you have no options and want to end yourself, remember, this is a multiplayer game. Take out a bunch of megalias with you so that we may have more corn over here
 

Hell

MMA
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Neck yourself fagg..

Okay, you want help. That's refreshing. I'm no psychodoc or anything, but I'd first start to ask "why am I gay". Did someone molest you as a kid? Where did it start? Then try to work that out with the gestalt method (read up on Freud. Not some gay interpretation, but his actual books) and see if maybe you can learn something about yourself.

Also condolences on living in worst korea. If at some point you feel you have no options and want to end yourself, remember, this is a multiplayer game. Take out a bunch of megalias with you so that we may have more corn over here
Actually I read tons of Freud books during my childhood. I think they played a negative role in my life.

I liked psychoanalysis. I regret I took Freud seriously.
 

Chicken Picnic

We saved you the last boiled egg!
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'Turning yourself' straight via whatever crackpot therapy won't do shit. All you'll end up doing is making your future wife incredibly depressed when she can tell you don't love her because you love men instead. You'll be a hell of a lot happier once you accept you like dick and get over it. Just be like the majority of gay people and live a normal life without proclaiming to everyone you meet that you like cock/pussy. Just find another christian gay guy and live a happy life together.

I just don't want to get AIDS, or anal cancer, or kill myself like a tranny.
1) Use a condom.
2) Anal cancer is extremely rare, I used to work in oncology and honestly I only ever saw 1 patient with anal cancer and they were a middle aged woman. They also vaccinate against HPV, which is linked in causing it, so if you are that worried about it then find out how to get vaccinated (in my country, it's given out as an in school vaccine program).
3) See a therapist.

I just wish I had known all the things I know about lgtb when I was like 13yo, but they tricked me and they recruited me into a sect.
A sect? Dude you're just as brainwashed against lgbt than the so called 'sect' you're allegedly recruited into are. You like the idea of getting a dick in your ass and find other men attractive, that's it. You don't have to act a certain way because of that, you dont even have to be involved in the lgbt community if you hate it. There are many, many lgbt folks who hate the public image of the community and want nothing to do with it.
 

DumbDude42

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you cant cure gay.
you can abstain from homosexual activities, and its like with any addictive habit: after some time, the less you indulge in it, the less you feel the desire to do so. but the underlying sexual attraction can't be removed entirely.
you can't really become heterosexual either. you can probably get hard and fuck a woman if you try to, but you can't consciously trick yourself into feeling genuine sexual attraction to women. if it's not there, that's what it is, can't really change that.

the best you can do is go deep in the closet and stay there, until you're schrödinger's faggot: if a gay man can never be observed being gay by anybody else, is he really gay?

:thinking:


also if your main problem with homosex is the lgbt "community" you can just choose to not associate with these people and not engage with their behavior. nobody forces you to march in pride parades and read pinknews lol, if you dont like their retard shit just keep your distance from them.
 
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The Emperor Skeksis

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People should have a right to abandon lgtb if they want to.

I don't really support lgtb. I don't like lgtb people even if I'm lgtb myself.

I just wish I had known all the things I know about lgtb when I was like 13yo, but they tricked me and they recruited me into a sect.
Why do you feel the need to associate yourself with the lgbt community? You don't have to. If you feel you don't want to associate with other gay people, or you dislike their behaviour, you are free to ignore them or tell them to fuck off. You can surround yourself with straight people and live celibate your entire life, if that makes you happier.

It feels like you have a lot of self-hate. Conversion likely won't work, you like what you like and you should accept that, it's not a fault. But you can shape your life however you want, and you don't have to adhere to any type of lgbt standard.
 

Poppavalyim Andropoff

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I just don't want to get AIDS
It’s only a matter of time
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