Being trapped in a 600 lbs body has to be a difficult existence, regardless of whether it's a narcissist who ate themselves into that situation. People with personality disorders have healthy aspects to their personality, and those are the parts that mental health professionals try to reach and dialogue with during therapy. It's always hard to tell with Amber what's real and what's part of the attention-seeking performance. It's possible that the loss of subs prompted her to bring her best performance to the table. I'm leaning more towards the crying being a legitimate moment of clarity, she seemed to be connected to a more adult and mature aspect of herself that we usually never see, the problem is that it never lasts and she immediately falls back into the old pattern. This new little saga is interesting.