Weight Loss Update 1/21/18 - We've imagined her binges perfectly

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So, she does throw a temper tantrum and force Becky to drive her to food, but the question is what... I'm guessing McDonalds... 3 cheeseburgers, 3 McChicken, for old time's sake.

But she can still manage to lose weight and binge. That's just great.

The honesty was nice for a change, even though she left out a lot of the story, but patting herself on the back for everything is getting really old.
 

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Amber still fat always gonna be fat fat fat said:
I came into 2018 with this crazy mindset of 'oh 2018 is gonna be a cure all, i'm gonna be the most perfect person in the world, i'm gonna eat healthy and clean and i'm gonna count my steps every day and i'm gonna rock the shit out of everything'.... no.... that's not how it works especially when you have an eating disorder
It's almost like this was entirely predictable :story:
 

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A lot of people in the comments are pointing out the fact that her weight is the exact same as on Wednesday, before the binge. And we didn't get a live recording of her weight, just a picture. Pretty obvious the picture is from Wednesday.
And remember how she beat Becky in week 1 by .1% or something? She made sure to tell viewers she was the winner in Weight Loss Wars. However, the last 2 weeks, Becky beat Amberlynn, but no mention of it.
 

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So...She's been "super mean" to Becky when she binges because Becky tells her no, and she says it's like she's possessed and it's not "who she is". I think Becky is starting to realize how crazy and tiring she is, even when she started crying about her childhood and making even more excuses (as always), Becky looked annoyed. Why would anyone get into a relationship with this womanchild who's at death's door and refuses to get help? I will never understand.

Edit: "I'm like...not hungry sometimes. I don't know why." I love how bewildered she is at the concept of not wanting to eat 24/7.
 
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LMAO Amber sighing, nodding, looking forlorn and interjecting while Becky talks about boredom eating as if shes Dr fucking Phil. I can't stop laughing.

"Our lunch time is 5-7pm and dinner time is 11pm" the fuck? I knew their schedule was beyond backwards but its so weird hearing someone say that out loud and act like its normal. You don't work. Get yourself on a normal schedule you lazy slobs.

PS Go Becky!!!!! :feels:
 

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I love how Al didn't want Becky to blame herself for slipping during Al' s binge.
You're right Al, she shouldn't because you're the one who couldn't control yourself and you pull everyone around you down too.
Sure, Becky could still have refused to slip herself but the chewing sounds probably help block Al' s whining.
 

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When she talks about how she gets mean and not herself (?) when wanting that binge fix- I remember alot of people said that she probably gets abusive. Made me think of Kasey when s/he said AL would get violent and hit him. People are like "she doesn't seem strong enough to throw a strong punch"- but when people are in rage mode they get that adrenaline and can hit harder. She probably did that to alot of her exes and it's why they all left her. I'm surprised Destiny hasn't come out and said anything.
 

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Life is always a giant pity party when you're Amberlynn. She acts like she is the only person in the entire world who had a shitty childhood and it justifies anything and everything she chooses to do. Guess what, Al? There are plenty of people who endured worse than you that are functional adults who contribute to society. They aren't 500 pound amorphous blobs who eat lunch at seven pm and verbally and emotionally abuse their partners when they don't get their way.

Being proud of yourself for binging twice in the span of a week, less than a month since you started your latest "weight loss journey" is asinine.
 
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"Our lunch time is 5-7pm and dinner time is 11pm" the fuck? I knew their schedule was beyond backwards but its so weird hearing someone say that out loud and act like its normal. You don't work. Get yourself on a normal schedule you lazy slobs.

In another recent vlog, she said something like, "I'll never be someone who goes to bed at 10:00 or 11:00." Why not? She doesn't have a job or kids to worry about. She can easily control when she goes to bed and wakes up.
 

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Congratulations to AL for admitting she's a bitch when someone intervenes, or tries to, when she's in binge mode. Seriously. I don't think she's ever been open about that, maybe she has and I'm just forgetting, but it's actually nice to hear some real honesty, a type of honesty that surprises no one, I'm mean when I don't get my way, or whatever, because I'm ill as fuck and I don't know how to cope with my addiction. No fitbit or weight loss competitions are gonna fix your problems, Amberlynn, and we all know you read here. Go online and find a binge eating community or an eating disorder community and branch out and get some help from people who are literally in your same position. You don't even gotta leave your fucking house. I could probably find a hundred binge eating help books on amazon right now. If you're mean to people who care and wanna help and you're ballsy enough to be aware of it and even admit it, go get some help before you drive the last remaining people from your life.
 

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In another recent vlog, she said something like, "I'll never be someone who goes to bed at 10:00 or 11:00." Why not? She doesn't have a job or kids to worry about. She can easily control when she goes to bed and wakes up.
The same reason she won't ever have long term weight loss success: she doesn't want to change her behavior.
 

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I've never heard of a binge blackout? It's hard to imagine that she's throwing a tantrum over food, and abusing Becky to get it. But she's only done it twice goise, so it's not that bad. Eric must have been there when this all went down, and I bet he has quite the story to tell. In the meantime, Becky needs to give her an ultimatum - therapy or GTFO.
 
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