Somehow despite beign an utter sperglord empathy is one thing I've got too much of the the point I avoid doing shit that I think will fuck people over worse in the long term. Saying that's fucking weird because absolute bastards on social media always brag about empathy or whatever dumbass shit to make themselves look better and due to that it feels dumb as hell talking about empathy every time the topic comes up as a result. People scream at me about not having any empathy or "caring about nobody but myself" when they get pissed off at me and shit fucking hurts because every time I'm visibly trying to help I get pushed away and yelled at anyways. Shit's useless, there's less and less people out there that use "empathy" for anything other than a fucking way to hurt people's feelings by screaming at them that they don't have it.
I'm really fucking barely awake and exhausted from this fucking heat right now so this whole post probably came out infinitely more jumbled than it should have.
I'm really fucking barely awake and exhausted from this fucking heat right now so this whole post probably came out infinitely more jumbled than it should have.
