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Not sure this is conspiracy theory. But I'm reasonably certain but not fully convinced that I'm in hell. I'm not sure if I'm alone like my own personal hell or maybe other people around me are also in hell. It seems like everything that happens to me is just bad enough to hurt me but not enough to make me give up. So I keep hoping something good will happen and occasionally it does but that's only to keep me from fully discovering the truth and killing myself in a bid to escape. I cant kill myself anyway because if I'm right I'll just start over and oh boy wont that be something. If I'm wrong that'll crush all my friends and family. If this is hell I believe the most likely candidates for demons are the rich and powerful. They parade their degeneracy as has been highlighted in this thread. But they can never fully admit it because it would break the illusion. Then again this could all the product of a broken mind.