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Loosey Goosey
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The interrogation room suicide. First time I ever witnessed someone die.
2 girls one cup, goatse, a guy who got fucked to death by a horse, too many to name
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I don't think any of the classic shock videos really got me. Instead, dog hate videos/gifs, the gifs way back, did and still do unsettle me. As they should just about anybody, really. I think that's why most people stopped posting them, even to troll.
I can still almost visualize one of the more recent ones, where a couple of teenagers lured a cute pet terrier out to a bridge in the middle of nowhere and chucked it off into the valley below. They didn't even check to see what happened to it after. It's just so fucked up in ways that other forms of animal cruelty aren't.
I can still almost visualize one of the more recent ones, where a couple of teenagers lured a cute pet terrier out to a bridge in the middle of nowhere and chucked it off into the valley below. They didn't even check to see what happened to it after. It's just so fucked up in ways that other forms of animal cruelty aren't.
nigger of the north
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The usual ones like 2 girls, 1 cup and 1 man, 1 jar were shocking, but they didn't push me over the edge. I wrote it up to isolated degeneracy, kinda like the old school hi2u, lemonparty, and meatspin.
That is, until I saw a video one day on... either efukt or heavy-r. Something died inside of me that day, and it will never come back.
Japanese amateur video of a woman lay on the floor at home with a white handkerchief or sheet over her eyes. A guy pierces her nipple with some kinda name tag or work badge looking thing. He undoes it, then puts it back on again. He then proceeds to shit INTO her mouth, and the turds just seem to go deep into her throat with no reaction on her face whatsoever. He then facefucks her, fucking the turds deeper into her throat in the process. Still, no reaction on her face much at all. After what seems like forever he pulls his cock out, and she expirates liquid shit all over her face and neck, at which point the guy repacks her throat and then continues the facefuck. This goes on, all the while he rubs shit all over her chest and face.
I think what really disturbed me is how little reaction there is from the woman. Like, how do you even arrive at that level of kink? It quite literally seems like a deadly game of infection and asphyxiation. Truly, truly horrifying.
That is, until I saw a video one day on... either efukt or heavy-r. Something died inside of me that day, and it will never come back.
Japanese amateur video of a woman lay on the floor at home with a white handkerchief or sheet over her eyes. A guy pierces her nipple with some kinda name tag or work badge looking thing. He undoes it, then puts it back on again. He then proceeds to shit INTO her mouth, and the turds just seem to go deep into her throat with no reaction on her face whatsoever. He then facefucks her, fucking the turds deeper into her throat in the process. Still, no reaction on her face much at all. After what seems like forever he pulls his cock out, and she expirates liquid shit all over her face and neck, at which point the guy repacks her throat and then continues the facefuck. This goes on, all the while he rubs shit all over her chest and face.
I think what really disturbed me is how little reaction there is from the woman. Like, how do you even arrive at that level of kink? It quite literally seems like a deadly game of infection and asphyxiation. Truly, truly horrifying.
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Wasn't a video that did it, but rather a bunch of shit on newgrounds that did it.
Stickdeath.com desensitized me to violence and taught me racism against the greenies.
Shit, the worst thing I watched was Boku no Pico when I was about 13. I watched all three of them because it was the haha shock anime at the time. The third one is pretty funny because one is monologuing about friendship while their cumshots transform into fireworks on the top of Tokyo Tower. Anyway, I thankfully have not seen any truly messed up videos, like some of you have seen 
Pictures are another story though.
Pictures are another story though.
I have to go with an early ISIS beheading video. It was in closeup and they literally cut his head off his shoulders with a knife. The thing that got me was that you could hear the blood gurgling in his throat as he tried to breathe. That sound haunted me for a long time; everytime it was quiet I could hear it.
I've seen way worse since, but in about 2000 there was a sort of shitposting email group made by people from my work. Someone sent around a video of some woman getting hit by a train. It's at a station in the US somewhere, she just walks right out in front of it without looking. It hits her so hard that she flies along the ground towards the cameraman and may even possibly hit him, it wasn't clear from the video. There's edited versions of it around that fade out just before the train hits her, but the original first clued me in to how this new-fangled Internet thing was going to go down. Of course, within months I was browsing rotten.com along with everyone else, but that video took my gore virginity.
edit: the original is still on Youtube behind a content warning - the version I saw had better quality and a longer buildup, but this is the one.
Actually this version has background info - confirming the body did indeed hit the cameraman. The cops also made the train driver back up and re-create the accident right next to the corpse, rendering him too traumatised to continue. Jesus Christ.
edit: the original is still on Youtube behind a content warning - the version I saw had better quality and a longer buildup, but this is the one.
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Actually this version has background info - confirming the body did indeed hit the cameraman. The cops also made the train driver back up and re-create the accident right next to the corpse, rendering him too traumatised to continue. Jesus Christ.
All the “2edgy4me” shock vids never really shocked me, mostly because people would hype them up to oblivion and they’d never really live up to it IMO. Kinda unrelated, but what did traumatize me was iFunny circa 2013 which was when (I think?) they added functionality for gifs. Well, whenever they added gifs, that’s when the floodgates opened and a deluge of animal torture/gore shit really got prevalent and started fucking with me.
Sounds familiar in effect to what finally made me stop watching every last edgy link someone tossed my way:
I think it was described to me as "the Russian hammer murders." I recall watching two or three(?) teens using a hammer on some old man. I'm vague on the number of them, because I looked away before I saw anything I'd regret. Unfortunately, ears don't work like that so now I have a very vivid memory of what he sounded like. The gurgling is..something I wish I had never heard.
Definitely one of those moments where you grow the fuck up a little bit and stop childishly laughing at the (undeserved) suffering of others just because you can hide behind your PC screen. I will..never forget it.
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