Its Shuaiby. Basically 2 years ago this kid set up a livestream where he puts a shotgun to his head and blows himself away.
Hearing his friend crying on livestream begging him not to do it was heart breaking.
What effected me more then anything tho was the fact this was so quickly forgotten. Nobody seems to remember Shuaiby or even mention it in those cheesy top 10 gory YouTube moments videos. He's someone that's nearly completely forgotten despite his horrible tragedy.
I feel a psychological need to keep reminding people of Shuaiby. It's the one person I've genuinely felt sorry for.