I feel like she lies and put on these shows of progress when the severity of her predicament pokes through her hardened sweaty, weeping shell. Not that she actually does these things, it's like she thinks that if she gets one viewer to believe it, she'll believe it and her anxiety is abated for the moment.
You've really hit the nail on the head. AL has one strategy for dealing with uncomfortable or unpleasant situations -- and that's to lie, whine, cry, and deny. If she can manipulate whoever is confronting her into letting her off the hook -- whether they actually believe her or just don't want to deal with her fucking BPD or whatever -- then the situation is resolved. In fact, the situation practically never happened.
Foster parents questioning you about missing cookies? Temper tantrum about how they're just blaming you because you're fat and they don't love you. People picking on you for being fat? Insist you're on a diet and show yourself buying lettuce. Torrid clothes too small? You happen to
like tight clothes -- and how dare people try to tell you they know better than you about your own body? Keep it up. The detractors will give up eventually.
So welcome to her entire YouTube career. Telling people you're doing a thing is as good as doing the thing. Tell your doctor you're losing weight. Tell your haydurs you're healthy. Be reasonable about it, or be a cunt about it, or be a victim about it, but just keep insisting that you're tryeeen your best until people stop saying you're not. That will make the big scary diagnosis go away.
And when it doesn't work, and when the effort of pretending it's working gets to be too much, just accept it and pretend it's no big deal anyway. Continue on doing exactly what you want to do without taking any responsibility or making any actual effort to steer your life in a better direction. You didn't need that mobility anyway. And insulin shots will take care of the rest.
Can we really call that ugly backpack a Vuitton knock-off? The monogram design isn’t even close to correct (the LV was missing for the first problem) and they never made that style. If you want to be a rètard you can get a knock-off bag that is pretty close to real...but that wasn’t it. It was hideous and the only person it could fool is a Trailor Park Kentucky hick. Agree with the person who said it probably stinks too. But, clearly so did she in the same clothes for days.
I’m confused by this video. It was three days, right? So she wore the same thing 3 days in a row.
Day 1 she showed us her outfit and how she ruins a family-sized piece of fish. Day 2 she had a party with salami and cheese, wearing the same dress, and Day 3 she said she hadn’t eaten for 20 hours and was having pasta for lunch in same dress...I couldn’t see the clock in the kitchen to tell what time lunch was, but it looked like ten pm? Even she wouldn’t call that lunch, right? (I was probably wrong about the time though).
Does she sleep in these clothes that she seems to wear everyday? She must, she has enough clothes piled up to change, even if she doesn’t shower (and we know she doesn’t.)
I completely agree that her last ER visit put the fear of God in her. But the fear will fade, it always does, and the desire for pints of Ben and Jerry’s will take over.
The clock said ten to eight during her pasta lunch.
