I'm kind of glad you're not one of those "sex is everything to me" types. It's literally one of the reasons we have broken relationships (and lolcows).Here's a project that i'm working on. It's basically the audio for an animation project. Originally the intention was to record guide vocals, then have voice actors re-do the lines which would be replaced in the mix afterwards, but I thought that the voices I recorded sounded pretty good and went well with the vibe.
Now, how about I tell you guys a short story about my life.
At one point I was involved with a sweet young man who seemed unable to deal with the concept of sex if it wasn't related to animals. It made conversing with him incredibly awkward because whenever we got to the idea of a relationship, he would use the words "Special Somepony", and he would never entertain the possibility of publicly dating a man, which made me a little upset. The type of guys that I like are the type of guys who are reluctant to admit to liking men, and the type of guys who are interested in me are only interested in sex. This isn't great for me because I don't like being touched by other people, it took me a long time to not squirm and push people away when they hug me, and I'm still trying to get comfortable with cuddling.
Anyways, the relationship ended when he refused to talk with me for a long time, then he started obsessing over girls. I suspected that he is like Chris-Chan or Jin, attempting to force himself to be straight and ignore his attraction to guys.
Note: I don't think Chris-Chan is a homosexual, but I do think that he might be bi-sexual, or at least bi-curious.
He told me that he had never found women attractive until he watched MLP:FIM, and that struck me as odd. He says that he is sexually attracted to men, but that he shouldn't be because it's wrong and people would hate him for it, and since he likes the female characters in My Little Pony, he could probably be attracted to females in real life. Once he confessed this to me I started thinking about what MrEnter said about being attracted to certain cartoon characters like Fluttershy. How is is that a man who isn't attracted to females can be sexually attracted to a cartoon horse?
Eventually he decided to embrace his homosexuality online, and started making a bunch of posts about his sexual attraction to Bambi. He claimed that no male characters on MLP were attractive to him, but that Bambi was his waifu. At this point, he bought himself a Bambi plushie. He also completely stopped talking to me, claiming that he never wanted a boyfriend because Bambi was all that he needed.
This was actually the inspiration for this song.
At some point he sent me a message asking to meet me, claiming that he was wrong to not want to start a relationship with the only guy in town who was attracted to boys and into furries who was around his age. This time he was a completely different person and only seemed to care about sex. He had gone from being essentially asexual to being hypersexual, and I didn't want to be in a relationship based entirely around sex.
What saddened me about the whole ordeal is that I like the innocence of being someone's "Special Somepony", I liked the late night conversations about life and our plans for the future and I hate that the only person I've ever chatted with who wanted what I wanted and wasn't interested in sex eventually became the type of guy who I didn't want to be in a relationship with. It stung to know that he only wanted a relationship with me if he could use me for sex, which would make me feel as though I was nothing more than a step up from his plush Bambi waifu.
I actually wrote a song about my feelings on this issue.
So yeah, a little insight into what makes me who I am.
I'm kind of glad you're not one of those "sex is everything to me" types. It's literally one of the reasons we have broken relationships (and lolcows).
This is a level of hyperautism we've never seen. He weened himself. That right there is deserving of an achievement.I'm confuzzled. Why air your dirty laundry on a site where a halal thread was started about yourself but you pretend like it's somebody different?
Hey, this is an interesting guy I’ve been watching for a little while. Some people might have noticed that I have mentioned him a few times in my posts