Isaac / Cluniac / Vanity / Issac / Bryan Kolbe Stuedell / Isaac Engelhardt / Isaac Uncooked - NEET Youtuber and aspiring troll (usually self-owns). Well spoken degenerate, frequently psychotic, eloquently narrates own insanity. Ex-chaser - troon - terf - anti-terf pipeliner. Lolcows turn him on.

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My other favorite thing no one wants to mention: he attracted alot of TERFS not just because of detrans but because he's a good looking kid and the longer hair also made him look younger so I think there was a subset of TERFs fawning over him because he was attractive. His comment section was frequently mentioning how good looking he was. I very much believe some of them followed just for his looks and then had an extreme awakening when he decided to MGTOW.

He's not actually that smart. He's well read which is uncommon for people his age and has a voice that he loves to listen to. That's the ASMR shit. Someone told him he had a nice soothing voice. And he does. He was a cute kid with really nice hair and a soft soothing voice.

But what a fucking nightmare underneath.

Literally easily could've had a normal wife and kids moment being as good looking and well spoken as he is. And maybe he is right. Maybe he's not AGP - not even Blanchard thinks EVERY male troon is AGP. His BPD though, his incessant deep need for attention- he will do ANYTHING for it. I also think hes bisexual/pansexual because his BPD just wants attention regardless of gender or sexuality. Troons have gotten the most attention. He thought detransing was radical and unheard of and he would get all the asspats and infamy.

Alot of this now is just losing attention from all the common sources. Trans, detrans, terfs, radfems, gender critical- no one cares about him, no one wants to react to his content. He made a last ditch effort to the one place he knows has enough autists to become obsessed with his sideshow.

Congratulations Isaac, you've made it.
 
I genuinely find Isaac and his sense of humour very funny. He's legit crazy but it's also hilarious.

Like he did a vid about a dream he had talking about eating long bananas, then today posted a vid that was literally only him eating two bananas. His self awareness and trolling (in lucid moments) is hysterical to me.

His family must be so embarrassed.
It's tragic because if he could just tone down the crazy a bit, he'd be a great content creator on youtube. He can be funny and crazy in an entertaining way at times. Hell, he could have channelled his nutso energy into his music, in the Boyce interview he said he used to play an instrument.

Does any psych Kiwi think Isaac is in any way treatable? I know BPD can be treated to some extent, but the patient has to want to cooperate and even then it's hard. Isaac seems so far gone though. I actually don't doubt that he does have real feelings that he perceives to be gender dysphoria because he seems to have almost everything.
 
It's tragic because if he could just tone down the crazy a bit, he'd be a great content creator on youtube. He can be funny and crazy in an entertaining way at times. Hell, he could have channelled his nutso energy into his music, in the Boyce interview he said he used to play an instrument.

Does any psych Kiwi think Isaac is in any way treatable? I know BPD can be treated to some extent, but the patient has to want to cooperate and even then it's hard. Isaac seems so far gone though. I actually don't doubt that he does have real feelings that he perceives to be gender dysphoria because he seems to have almost everything.
Not as far as I know. Powerlevel time; I'm one of those suckers that stuck around trying to fix one of these nutters. They slide back and forth between looking piteous and savable to lashing out as brutally as their simple brains know how.

They tend to be capable of sounding the part if they're half way smart but there's no true depth to anything they do or display. They don't stick around with any one identity long enough to grow as a person or develop depth of either character or understanding.

It's tragic to watch, but don't feel too bad, they dig their own grave and pickle in their own spite.

He's going to obsess over this thread something chronic.

Lol. Hi Bryan. How you doin lil buddy?
 
Not as far as I know. Powerlevel time; I'm one of those suckers that stuck around trying to fix one of these nutters. They slide back and forth between looking piteous and savable to lashing out as brutally as their simple brains know how.

They tend to be capable of sounding the part if they're half way smart but there's no true depth to anything they do or display. They don't stick around with any one identity long enough to grow as a person or develop depth of either character or understanding.

It's tragic to watch, but don't feel too bad, they dig their own grave and pickle in their own spite.

He's going to obsess over this thread something chronic.

Lol. Hi Bryan. How you doin lil buddy?
Agreed, borderlines are toxic as fuck (I worked in mental health for a while). Some are treatable to a certain extent, but it’s rare to find one with the insight and will to deal with it.

Suicide is the best solution for the majority. I’m hoping Bryan gets to that sooner rather than later for the good of humanity as a whole.

C’mon Bryan, you know it makes sense and we’re tired of your shit.
 
First, Bryan (I'm calling him Bryan from here on out because he lied about being named Isaac) seems to have designed a mobile game in 2013.


I also didn't see his u/ValidVanity Reddit account archived yet, so I've archived it here:

Thanks to @Taxi, I now have more information on Maynard.

He seems to have transitioned around July 2015:
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His real name is Ken Kevin Maynard:
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I also have his date of birth and his address, which I will put in once I figure out how to put in a tag for personal information.

This is one of Bryan's orbiters, Middle English Manuscripts, a troon streamer who has taken an interest in Bryan retransitioning. Manuscripts made a video about Bryan during the March 2022 suicide freakout. Manuscripts criticized Bryan's commentors for trying to keep Bryan from retransitioning for what Manuscripts believed to be political reasons.



Manuscripts has reached out to Bryan several times, probably to suggest retransition:

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Manuscripts has reported one of Bryan's videos:
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Manuscripts' video did have some of Bryan's unarchived tweets:
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Finally, some extra comments of interest:
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I'm so glad this dude finally has a thread and I had no idea how deep it went. I only vaguely knew of him through the exulansic arc and the benzo od. My gut feeling then was that this dude was an absolute bpd nightmare, but he's actually even more unhinged than I initially presumed.

Whoever said they could imagine him murdering people, I totally agree, he's pretty scary tbh

...but also pretty hilarious, "the gluten ruined all my relationships" is fucking gold


He's also kind of likeable and insightful and funny during some of his more lucid moments. As long as it's from a distance, bpd people with this trait can be interesting to observe. I think the "charismatic bpd nutcase" is pretty common but none of the other bpd cows I follow here are really like that, so he's an interesting addition.
 
I found Bryan's channel a few months ago and felt a bit sorry for the guy. I posted a few encouraging comments on his trying to get him to exercise, but he's fucked. Thanks to his video on Josh I found this forum and this thread has been very interesting. It's shocking how masculine he used to look, I can't see a happy ending for him. He would have to commit a serious crime to get decent mental health treatment, thats if they dont just let him rot in prison. Imo 5 years in a forensic unit will toughen the little shit up.
 
Excellent post OP.
I'd heard of Vanity from Josh's MATI stream, and remember all the drama when Job4_2 was banned, but I had no idea what he looked or sounded like.
And as a massive kiwi-terf myself I knew about Cluniac / Isaac from Twitter and his youtube. But I never put the two together until I saw his ridiculous Josh video.
So many were sucked in on yt because, yeah, he's good looking and well spoken, and most of his trans videos are really good.
But the suicide baiting started me thinking he really wasn't quite what he seemed, and then came the 'women are cunts' stuff, and the incel inside came shining through.
Then I realised he is THE Vanity! What a trip!
This is why I always say NEVER trust a TIM. Detrans or not, there's no such thing as a 'good' tranny.
 
incredible OP. there is so much fucking milk. it's a lot to take in at once. there's something about this person that makes me wish he gets help. like someone said previously, he has these moments of lucidity that are really quite funny in a deliberate way, rather than unintentionally. but as things are right now, this person's spiralling so fucking out of control
 
Hello Friends of Bryan, I have a bounty to share, courtesy of @Junkerfunker . It's purportedly a recording of a private conversation between Isaac and Narcissa in March 2022. Junker was kind enough to make short clips and the full recording in 5 parts is at the end. It's over four hours, begins before Isaac posts his Basic Attention Grab retransition/metaphysical suicide video (included at the end), and continues through the aftermath, including responding to (mocking) comments on the video. Sadly audio clips format like an absence seizure on KF and are under spoilers.


Isaac, friendzoned.

Some family talk and super focussed on the whole ethnically Jewish angle.


about his sister and hating his parents


about his mom being super jewish


more talk about being jewish


Plan to live as a jewish man with kids

Tranny stuff, considering retransitioning, AGPs are based.

thinking about taking estrogen again


low dose of estrogen


suffering trans girl


says he will probably troon again


asks Narcissa if he's a girl


True transbian life


says he is a tranny


AGPs are based

Drugs and being mental, including the revelation that he used to take DXM 90mg every day.

Benzos talk


feels like god while on opiates


Isaac has tons of meds


Isaac has tons of meds


talk about being insane


thoughts about suicide

Misc, including wants to be Rook from Black Dresses, admits to doxing, maxed out credit card because they deadnamed him, has an old youtube channel, hasn't left his room in a year, has a high libido and hates testosterone, claims to have the easiest life

wants to be Rook from Black Dresses


admits to doxing


Maxed out credit card because they deadnamed him


Isaac has an old youtube channel


hasn't left his room in a year


has a high libido and hates testosterone


claims to have the easiest life

Shitting on his audience in general and feminists specifically.

Afraid feminists will catch him talking to trannies


calls followers freaks


hates people even more now


panders to an audience he hates


panders to an audience he hates


shits on his audience again


Youtube demonitized Isaac's suicide bait video


Cops came to his apartment

Crushing on Narcissa stuff even after all these years.

recalls staring competition with Narcissa


calls Yume a stalker


No bucci for Yume & crack den


thinks Narcissa has a beautiful mind


Narcissa has a secret language and a snake fetish


Narcissa hopes the world is virtual


Narcissa is a girl in the metaverse


Narcissa thinks the Russian war is a meme


Soul transfer discussion

NFTs and crypto.

owns an NFT worth 7 eth


spends 10k on a cat picture NFT


Condoning Rachel Bryk's suicide.

Rachel Bryk was an ex of Narcissa's who committed suicide Isaac brings up from time to time.
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Since we're on the subject of Narcissa, here's a highly topical for June 2020 anti-Narcissa and pro BLM rant.
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Full recording.
Note: Narcissa leaves early in part 5, Isaac continues to chat with a dud from Serbia and someone called Wallamo.

Part 1.


Part 2.


Part 3.


Part 4.


Part 5.

The retansition/suicide spite video, 22 3 5 basic attention grab video.

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Hello Friends of Bryan, I have a bounty to share, courtesy of @Junkerfunker , purportedly a recording of a private conversation between Isaac and Narcissa in March 2022. Junker was kind enough to make short clips and the full recording in 5 parts is at the end. It's over four hours, begins before Isaac posts his Basic Attention Grab retransition/metaphysical suicide video, and continues through the aftermath, including responding to (mocking) comments on the video. Sadly audio clips format like an absence seizure on KF and are under spoilers.

Isaac, friendzoned.
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Some family talk and super focussed on the whole ethnically Jewish angle.

Tranny stuff, considering retransitioning, AGPs are based.

Drugs and being mental, including the revelation that he used to take DXM 90mg every day.

Misc, including wants to be Rook from Black Dresses, admits to doxing, maxed out credit card because they deadnamed him, has an old youtube channel, hasn't left his room in a year, has a high libido and hates testosterone, claims to have the easiest life

Shitting on his audience in general and feminists specifically.

Crushing on Narcissa stuff even after all these years.

NFTs and crypto.

Condoning Rachel Bryk's suicide.
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Rachel Bryk was an ex of Narcissa's who committed suicide Isaac brings up from time to time.
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Since we're on the subject of Narcissa, here's a highly topical for June 2020 anti-Narcissa and pro BLM rant.
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Full recording.
Note: Narcissa leaves early in part 5, Isaac continues to chat with a dud from Serbia and someone called Wallamo.
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Fucking hell he's still talking to him? I wonder if they were still in contact throughout the whole detrans era. Would be hilarious. That would be twice I've been bamboozled by GC youtubers lol. I'm done with them 😂, bunch of clowns 🤡.

Also he spent 10k on a cat profile icon? How? Are these wankers rich? How are they affording to live their lives and pay rent and shit?

ALSO, Bryan may be crazy, but the cunt he's talking to is INSANE. That person has no regard for others or human life in general. All the time he's trying to be quirky and deep he is displaying utter contempt for people (and particularly women, by his insistence on claiming to be a girl lol). This conversation has been really insightful into the autistic troon mind.
Also, he knows fuck all about physics with his moon ramble.
 
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Here is confirmation of Bryan's name change from Vanity to Isaac Engelhardt:


I also scraped his Pixelgem Discord messages. Here are the most interesting messages I found:
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@Swerf'n'Terf Great finds! Do you think the Discord messages found by the r/detrans mods claiming that Bryan is a troll could have originated from staying in contact with Cosmo and associated people?

It's interesting that the anti-feminist sentiment was alive and well back then. I could see the mask slip a few times in his old videos, but I thought that the whole anti-feminist MGTOW thing was triggered by the Mother's Day incident.
 
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