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Heather's at home, reading, still not fully recovery from the stroke she had while her loving wife is out there yelling at people...? Not even studying or doing some group project... yelling at people she doesn't like.
Zinnia Jones / Satana Kennedy / Zachary Antolak / Zack Sklar / Lauren McNamara/Soersdal / @zjemptv - Queen of the Horse Dildos and Defender of Rapists; Transtrender Posing as a Transmedicalist; Dropped out of College after Falling in a Shallow River; Balls-free since 2024
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That's probably a relief. If Zach's out screaming at random hapless Florida Christians, he's not home yelling at the kids, burning up the AC, or spraying enema diarrhea all over the shower.
Again though, why's he so mad? I thought he was a math prodigy with a blindingly bright future and his life is amazing. Shouldn't he be too busy studying? Internships? Every public school has random crazy people wandering around shouting/singing about Jesus or the CIA or whatever, almost everyone just ignores it because they have better shit to worry about. Even the art majors don't give a fuck, they're trying to get home to their bongs. If your local lunatic/campus institution can't sing on key, I wholeheartedly recommend noise canceling headphones.
Again though, why's he so mad? I thought he was a math prodigy with a blindingly bright future and his life is amazing. Shouldn't he be too busy studying? Internships? Every public school has random crazy people wandering around shouting/singing about Jesus or the CIA or whatever, almost everyone just ignores it because they have better shit to worry about. Even the art majors don't give a fuck, they're trying to get home to their bongs. If your local lunatic/campus institution can't sing on key, I wholeheartedly recommend noise canceling headphones.
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wow that black hair dye really emphasizes his receding hairline
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For a guy who claims he’s on T suppressants, he’s losing his hair at a very rapid clip.
ETA Alas Zach still has no campus pals to take his photo for him:
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Bravo to whoever trolled Zach into dyeing his hair. He genuinely looks like a child molester now.
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Keep getting closer and building up the courage Zach, those campus preachers will be epicly destroyed and the students freed from their oppression will all cheer when you go all Matrix on them!
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Well, the point of transitioning is to become who you are inside.
(Also, has the college saga really been going on for 3 years? It doesn't feel that long. Ah well, I'm sure he'll be graduating soon what with being a full-time student who gets 1,000% on every test.)
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Lmao he has no teeth. Hey Zach you are fooling absolutely nobody with your pathetic attempts to disguise your meth mouth.
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Heather shouldn't relax about covid too much. Zach is on a college campus MASKLESS in Florida. It's only a matter of time before he catches the coof.
That is certainly an interesting reading selection that Heather posted. If it were a woman with half a brain, I'd think she was starting to reevaluate some things in her life.
That is certainly an interesting reading selection that Heather posted. If it were a woman with half a brain, I'd think she was starting to reevaluate some things in her life.
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Trauma. Trauma everywhere:
Facing their Number One Existential Threat -- misgendering -- trannies seek safety in number:
The United States Powerlifting Association, which has always been very based, is banning trannies from competitions.
The list of proscribed substances is in the USPA Rulebook, Page 80 onwards. Insulin isn't on this list but I think it should be: abuse for its anabolic effect is rampant among muscleheads.
Vice exclusive. You know the deal.
Zach is Tom Cruise-sized:
Brie Larson shills NFT:
Facing their Number One Existential Threat -- misgendering -- trannies seek safety in number:
The United States Powerlifting Association, which has always been very based, is banning trannies from competitions.
The list of proscribed substances is in the USPA Rulebook, Page 80 onwards. Insulin isn't on this list but I think it should be: abuse for its anabolic effect is rampant among muscleheads.
Vice exclusive. You know the deal.
Zach is Tom Cruise-sized:
Brie Larson shills NFT:
She didn't.
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Wow. Heather and Zach have matching receding hairlines. #RelationshipGoals
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They really are starting to look alike, especially when they're both wearing masks and you can't rely on Zach's cat asshole smirk or blackheads/whiteheads. You'd have to look pretty hard- he's dyed his hair a really stupid color and has detached earlobes, and she's got more wrinkles around her eyes, but casually, in similar outfits from the shoulders up? I wouldn't testify in court over it.
Shoulders down she's still obviously a fat woman and he's still obviously a junkie stepdad.
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Depersonalization googleshng. BMJ article and podcast.
He continues (archive). TL;DR -- If you are feeling unreal, give estrogen a shot. Oh someone someone please tell me you are just like me!
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The Dynamic Duo visited an art gallery:
Various random bullshit:
He continues (archive). TL;DR -- If you are feeling unreal, give estrogen a shot. Oh someone someone please tell me you are just like me!
I'm: 4 [Moderately-severely distressing] [Functional impairment likely] [Months to years] [Onset often in adolescence] [Acute stress] [Reported parental emotional abuse, perceived criticism and/or emotional neglect] [consider referral to tertiary or specialised DPRD centre].
After HRT put me to 0, I later tried cannabis for the first time and was briefly 1 [Seconds to a few days] [Illicit drug use].
From about the end of November to last week, a number of factors have had me slipping in and out of 3 [Functional impairment possible] [Months to years] [Period of prolonged stress] [History of significant child abuse and trauma] [Post-traumatic stress disorder]. lol I get trashed and just start talking about the thing I always talk about.
Retweet if you're like me and you literally experienced HRT as fully resolving your severe primary chronic depersonalization almost immediately and it felt like a miracle that rescued you from the hell of the life you'd lived until that completely unexpected moment of ascension. That one is like my quintessential HRT anti-DPDR experience as I understand it and the phenomenon just branches out in various forms like having an undefined or subclinical discomfort that resolves with HRT, having DPDR but not having it resolve after HRT, HRT fixing other stuff.
I've seen gender-questioning people think that because they don't have DPDR they might not be trans; I've seen people with gender dysphoria and DPDR not experience remission after HRT; and I really hope I've been appropriately nuanced about both of these things. The information we do have on depersonalization symptoms among trans people is still very limited with small sample sizes. And those tell us that 10-15% of trans people report clinical levels of depersonalization symptoms. So for 85-90% of you, this actually may not apply.
Please don't let me confuse you on this - you can be trans and *not* dissociating or derealizing constantly. You might just be, you know, dysphoric, or trans and not dysphoric.
And I don't want to give an impression that I'm offering promises about what HRT would fix for any given trans person in general. What we know is that it appears to *reduce the prevalence* of these symptoms. The number of trans people with DPDR after HRT will decrease. It will reduce from a larger number to a smaller number, which doesn't mean it will be a total and universally curative treatment for all DPDR present in people who are trans and/or gender dysphoric. It's really a pretty obscure intersection of already-obscure topics, and it may be that it will apply strongly to a small number of people and weakly to a progressively larger number. But what we know now is that *at least* tens of millions of people in this world are trans. And even a miniscule fraction of them is tens of thousands who will find such experiences strongly or weakly relatable.
I described this stuff specifically at the college pride club as direct questions recently and 3-4 trans hands shot up immediately. I've been researching this for 9 years since I got on HRT.
So basically DPDR is underrecognized generally in society among the cis population which is a massive issue of ameliorating human suffering in its own right. And it's not widely understood as a possible part of gender dysphoria either. So most people don't know that if you sit down 100 of us in a theater and describe the symptoms you'll see 10-15 trans hands shoot up. It has a massive impact on our quality of life to the point of certainly contributing to suicide attempt and completed suicide risk and it's one of the compelling reasons why transition is an effective and medically necessary treatment for gender dysphoria.
If this world did not allow me to access HRT then it would be condemning me, until the end of my one life, to my brain screaming at me at every waking moment while I felt like I was clumsily operating a puppet through an unbearably suffocating fake virtual reality. IT IS THAT BAD.
Please tell me if you are a trans person and that literally applies to you. One thing that strongly motivates me in my ongoing work is the potential to continue helping whatever number of trans people are suffering from this little-known debilitating condition and could be helped. I want people to be able to experience the same improvement in those *really fucking bad* symptoms that I experienced, to whatever degree that applies to them. It was so significant an experience in my life that I want other people, when applicable, to be able to access it.
I used to read Greg Egan's "Permutation City", about uploaded human minds run in rough models and simulations, when I was 17-18 and half a fucking decade off from transitioning. Do you want to walk out into reality? Throw a few switches and blow it all apart?
Because that's fully, one hundred percent what happened to me over the course of just a couple weeks after estrogen passed my lips. After a *lifetime*. There's such a favorable risk/benefit balance to questioning people interested in possibly transitioning to try HRT for a brief period, no commitment needed. There is a possibility of finding some relief from seriously impairing mental health conditions that may be related. When I've heard from people on this they've typically reported they noticed a clear difference in DPDR or broader dissociation within 1-4 weeks of starting HRT. Less than a month is a fine window to make a decision with no lasting physical results.
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The Dynamic Duo visited an art gallery:
Various random bullshit:
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All that shit he writes is just sciencebabble for being a normal person.
Most people have felt the way he claims to have felt, at least once, specially during adolescence. It's perfectly normal to feel alienated and out of your own body while you're discovering who you are.
Most people have felt the way he claims to have felt, at least once, specially during adolescence. It's perfectly normal to feel alienated and out of your own body while you're discovering who you are.
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What Zach has is not "depersonalization" bullshit, it's arrested development and being a narcissistic manbabby.
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google lens informs me the building in the photos/videos is on Univ of Central FL campus, likely the chemical bldg (exterior has changed somewhat), which is next to UCF Arboretum, a huge park, the place he is likely hanging out and yelling at lady fundies while pretending to be in school.
Zack obv trolling for Penny II, can't wait to see what kinda homeless freaks he turns up wandering the Arboretum. btw, posting these photos is his way of letting prospective marks know where they can locate him easily.
Still no proof Zack is actually in school, but these photos confirm for me that Heather must believe it.
re: zack's misogyny. couldn't he find a single MAN preacher to yell at in all of Florida?
Zack obv trolling for Penny II, can't wait to see what kinda homeless freaks he turns up wandering the Arboretum. btw, posting these photos is his way of letting prospective marks know where they can locate him easily.
Still no proof Zack is actually in school, but these photos confirm for me that Heather must believe it.
re: zack's misogyny. couldn't he find a single MAN preacher to yell at in all of Florida?
Whatsup bud?
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If his college stuff is real, perhaps he's going through dome self discovery for the first time in his life, like a college student of an appropriate age would. He's never had to mature or go through any adult milestones normally so maybe it does feel like he's changing...doesn't mean he's depersonalizing. Would like someone with that as a real symptom to call him out on his bullshit.
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Corrupt Cali judge stripped conscientious father of custody of his son, using false analogy: "If your son is so fragile that he'd be mentally damaged if he is confronted about his delusion, will you insist on him getting help?"
(Archive of The Oklahoman article)
More tranny sport bullshit:
And it is all Joe Rogan's fault, at least according to Edward Gorcenski:
Now that Rogan has apologized for niggers, he's become a huge chunk of dead meat for SJW piranhas.
> Almost killed a woman in MMA.
> Oh we are totally not roided-up woman-killers!
New Statesman reports the latest infighting among feminists: how women who supports the supposed rights of sick males are being henpecked (archive)
That means he is just like Zach.
Transcranial electric stimulation as treatment of depression. It may sound like latest evolution of electroconvulsive therapy but it really is not; the therapeutic element of ECT is believed to be the convulsion rather than the electric current.
According to Wikipedia, "The film grossed over $153 million worldwide on a production budget of $190 million, making it a box-office failure." It is not a viable business strategy to chase troon money.
Heather is a better white woman than some. She probably wept at the Holocaust memorial too.
No context, but I presume without agriculture she wouldn't have developed her 4 comorbidities.
(Archive of The Oklahoman article)
More tranny sport bullshit:
And it is all Joe Rogan's fault, at least according to Edward Gorcenski:
Now that Rogan has apologized for niggers, he's become a huge chunk of dead meat for SJW piranhas.
> Almost killed a woman in MMA.
> Oh we are totally not roided-up woman-killers!
New Statesman reports the latest infighting among feminists: how women who supports the supposed rights of sick males are being henpecked (archive)
That means he is just like Zach.
Transcranial electric stimulation as treatment of depression. It may sound like latest evolution of electroconvulsive therapy but it really is not; the therapeutic element of ECT is believed to be the convulsion rather than the electric current.
According to Wikipedia, "The film grossed over $153 million worldwide on a production budget of $190 million, making it a box-office failure." It is not a viable business strategy to chase troon money.
Heather is a better white woman than some. She probably wept at the Holocaust memorial too.
No context, but I presume without agriculture she wouldn't have developed her 4 comorbidities.