Skitzocow Connor Murphy - Body Building Youtube Superstar turned Drugged Out Peepee Guru who Drinks Cum for the Health Benefits

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Oh god, I hope someone is saving this. I actually joked around commenting he would come out as gay/trans in the near future :story:
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For those who don't want to sit through forty-five minutes of...whatever this is, Connor watches his new video on his phone while having to constantly swipe away new messages and calls since he intentionally leaked his phone number online, writes several awful half-baked coming out songs, encourages viewers to take ayahuasca, and calls himself a fag (a "fantastically athletic gentleman"). Ends with some more schizo babble.

The ResErection Part 2 - Coming Out as Gay - Connor Murphy



The first half of the video is essentially just footage from an unlisted Vimeo video of him golfing. The second half is his coming out story. So, it turns out he's gay because... he had a totally real orgy with Bryson DeChambeau, Tiger Woods, Adam Scott, and Kyle Berkshire, which turned him into the greatest golfer of all time. Tiger Woods, he claims, was into him for his hermaphroditism and micro penis.

So, Happy Pride, or whatever.

Edit:
Connor's coming out song from his livestream, titled "I'm a Fucking Faggot":
 
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lyga

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Idk if anyone remembers Frank Yang but he's been on a very similar spiral to Connor. He is actually friends with Connor and I've seen him post about being happy for Connor's "Enlightenment" in the past. I wouldn't be surprised if Frank played a major role in the propagation of Connor's decline as a lot of what I'm seeing him saying sounds like the kind of stuff Frank has been saying for years now.

Frank has always been weird so it is a little less noticeable if you're familiar with him but he's started to speak more and more nonsense and he always has this really creepy grin (here, here, and here).

Frank + Connor:
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I missed this post earlier, but found it via search because I was actually surprised there wasn't already a thread on Yang.

He was kind of a silly kid in the fitness community back when I was lifting as a teenager; he'd do funny gags on YouTube, like yelling while lifting in the gym or drinking a gallon of milk while running ladders until he puked. But then he went into some weird spiral where he stopped the fitness and tried to do violin and film in college IIRC, then got back into fitness (you'll actually see him pop up in some random PinkGuy vids acting strangely gay and wearing a tiny thong) and now is posting this woo woo stuff on his channel.

A lot of schizo edits; it almost seems like it's what Connor's trying to do and failing. Yang's videos are at least watchable.

I think Connor mentioned Yang in a recent video, complaining that Yang said he wasn't actually enlightened. So I certainly think there is some influence / imitation in Connor's recent trajectory.
 
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This one won't stay up long. I'm starting to think his DMT was tainted with meth or something at this point. What would happen and how would he react if YouTube actually banned his channel?
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Features a sex tip ("You either get a sex doll or you get a little pocket pussy ... and see, you can put your mom's face - you put it on your phone - and then you can have sex with your mother") and a bible lesson from Connor:
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As for how he'd react if his channel were banned, it's hard to tell, given how difficult it is to distinguish between how much of this is just an act/trolling, and how much is actual psychosis. If it's the latter, he's so far gone at this point that he'd probably just relate it to the persecution that Jesus endured or whatever and would use it to validate his delusions. If the former, well, he'd probably react the same way, honestly, just with a wink-and-nod to it all being a joke.

In terms of the practicalities (i.e., what he would do if he were banned from YT), there are so many different social media platforms out there at this point, he'd probably just move all his content to Instagram or something, and use his banning as publicity for his other social media accounts.
 

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Cover-up attempt to not get banned after his video above got removed for "violating Youtube terms" (36 minutes in)? Anyway, he's lucky to have a seemingly caring father:


First 36 minutes are of his new "friends" in a zoom call validating & encouraging him to take more drugs in order to continue his path to self-destruction.


I can't believe I missed this one, absolute nightmare of a video:

 
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How to Join Connor Murphy's Cult
"What if psychosis is actually the truth?" —Connor Murphy



Some real crazy material here. Connor perpetuates the flat earth conspiracy, calls Jesus a scam artist, again encourages viewers to take ayahuasca, and in a slip-up says that he's collaborating with Asians to "spread Asian hate."

Now, to address the video's title: how do you join Connor's cult?
Simple. To join, send him either $125.00 and he'll write you(/"your brain") a song, or send $69.00 for a limerick.
A preview of his work:
There once was a tiger from the stars
Who knew how to spit candy bars
Call him a dragon
And hop on his wagon
Because she only drives fast cars.


Well worth the money, clearly.
 

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How to Join Connor Murphy's Cult
"What if psychosis is actually the truth?" —Connor Murphy

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Some real crazy material here. Connor perpetuates the flat earth conspiracy, calls Jesus a scam artist, again encourages viewers to take ayahuasca, and in a slip-up says that he's collaborating with Asians to "spread Asian hate."

Now, to address the video's title: how do you join Connor's cult?
Simple. To join, send him either $125.00 and he'll write you(/"your brain") a song, or send $69.00 for a limerick.
A preview of his work:
There once was a tiger from the stars
Who knew how to spit candy bars
Call him a dragon
And hop on his wagon
Because she only drives fast cars.


Well worth the money, clearly.
If his going rate was $10 or under I might take him up on the offer. I’ve always been fascinated by how differently the minds of the severely mentally ill, esp schizophrenics, compose and write. Francis E Dec is a perfect example of this phenomenon, so was Terry “CIA Niggers” Davis.

It’s hard to judge a wackadoodles work from just one small poem but I can definitely see potential from the preview. Of course, only time and lots more output will tell if he could enter the pantheon of the crazy gods along side of the legends like Francis E Dec and Terry Davis. Blessed be their names.
 

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It’s hard to judge a wackadoodles work from just one small poem but I can definitely see potential from the preview.
That was only the first of his six shared limericks:
All of his limericks, with audio of him reading them and his schizo explanations.
About gender fluidity. Apparently.:
There once was a tiger from the stars,
Who knew how to spit candy bars.
Call him a dragon,
And hop on his wagon,
Because she only drives fast cars.


About coming out ("as happy"), and being a con artist and Jesus:
There once was a boy from Searcy,
His name was Con-or Myrrh-free.
He clousts(?) you to say,
It's out of your way,
And let yourself be happy, gay.


About Runescape, and how we're all God playing different characters in a video game or something:
There once was a girl from Mt. Pleasant,
Who collected all the rune essence.
The past and the future,
Have always been perfect,
And that's why they call it the present.


Supposedly about some rando named Chris Jones:
There once was a man from Port Hope,
Who simply could not say "nope."
He wrote this infinite story,
For all of your glory,
And he was christened "Big Peter Pope."


Honestly, who the hell knows:
There once was a wren from hell,
Who taught a beast how to ring every bell.
Call her a siren,
But trust me I'm [unintelligible]—

(Cuts off because it's too "un-family friendly.")

Urine talk:
There once was a victim from the sea,
Who perfection of God it couldn't see.
He stayed at my inn,
And drank my—

(Again cuts off.)

 

jje100010001

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The crappy thing is that many people are like Conner, oblivious that they have any underlying mental illness or are at risk. The shitty thing about certain mental illnesses, esp some of the nastier ones, is that people don’t realize anything is wrong.

Half the battle with some illnesses like bipolar, schizophrenia or mania/psychosis is that people don’t realize they have a problem, they are more apt to believe they are fine, or that the world is the problem, or their parents, or the govt or the Illuminati. So the people most at risk for a really bad reaction to psychedelics are the people the least likely to realize it or be risk adverse to trying them.

A guy with garden variety depression, who might benefit from using psychedelics, would be far more aware and worried about the risk involved with taking them, than a guy who suspects he might be Jesus or thinks the CIA is monitoring his thoughts. The later will jump in with both feet without a second thought.
This is the problem with North American psychiatry in the post-institutionalization era- it places the burden on the patient and requires them to self-diagnose in order to get treatment. Guess what, many don't think they're sick, or don't want to self-reflect or take ownership of their own issues.

A tangent- while it refers to drug overdose deaths, I thought it was applicable to mental health in general, especially Connor and the absolute lack of change after being institutionalized.

His parents can't do anything, neither can his friends, and he doesn't think that he's sick and can leave on his own will.

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This is the problem with North American psychiatry in the post-institutionalization era- it places the burden on the patient and requires them to self-diagnose in order to get treatment. Guess what, many don't think they're sick, or don't want to self-reflect or take ownership of their own issues.

A tangent- while it refers to drug overdose deaths, I thought it was applicable to mental health in general, especially Connor and the absolute lack of change after being institutionalized.

His parents can't do anything, neither can his friends, and he doesn't think that he's sick and can leave on his own will.

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No it’s a problem with individual liberty and what you can legally require someone to submit to against their will or choice.

In some ways it’s easier with drug addicts than it is with the severely mentally ill. At least with drug addicts it’s a given that what they are doing is illegal and they will usually acknowledge it’s destructive and unhealthy, even if they keep on doing it. Not so with people suffering from mental illness.

With severe addicts they usually manage to get arrested pretty frequently, due to theft or possession, and the jail (somewhat) sobers them up or at least keeps them off the streets for long stretches where there’s a chance they might get serious about getting their shit together or are given options for getting help if they will put in effort.

With mental illness, nothing gives you a break. If they manage to get thrown in jail they stay as crazy in jail as out, and might be worse off after a stretch in it too boot. The meds that might help a severely mentally ill person also have shitty side effects and will remove all the “magic and excitement” their mental illness creates in their brain.

The schizophrenic thinks he’s fighting an evil worldwide conspiracy and is at all times trying to avoid the CIA and FBI from monitoring his revolutionary thoughts. The same schizophrenic on meds is tired man who realizes he hasn’t held a job in a decade, he’s living at home with worried parents and has no friends anymore. He wants to go back to fighting the worldwide conspiracy.

It’s the same trap Conner could fall into. Once he fucks up enough of his real life he will have every reason to prefer to stay in his own psychotic DMT fantasy land reality rather than deal with a depressing shared reality,
 

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The brain is one of those things we all have but not always is it used. Connor I am pretty sure short of a full medical and scanning has likely suffered some permanent damage. Possibly while he was holding his breath on the advice of a space cow from Neptune that told him if he denies himself air, he can purge the food demons and then suddenly flip to a full air diet....oh ignore me, I am just trying to understand how his brain might now work.

Brain damage is like being a eunuch. You can wear underwear, stuff socks and cool pants to hide it, and your mind can sometimes give the appearance of actually working by saying neat things and walking straight, but it is deception.

I don't think there is going to be a normal for Connor that is close to a baseline. I of course could be wrong, and perhaps doing enough of this drug to send a small community to the dark side of the moon has not caused damage, but I doubt it.
 

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Well, that brought him back to reality (somewhat) quick. You can tell he'll most likely never be exactly the same but at least he can defend himself.
Hmmm, looks like Conner and sis both are in the parents basement. Must be quite the family dynamic in that household.

Interesting that he thinks the guy who did the Onision documentary is trying to do a hit piece on him. I’m going to take a wild guess and bet if there is any such thing in the works it’s about his public breakdown, not him being a rapist.

It’s interesting he’s engaging with this crazy girl. I wonder if she told him that guy Steven is doing a hit piece on him because she watched the Onision doco and knew that would be a way to get Conner’s attention again? It worked like a charm.

Honestly psychosis is less scary than BPD stalker bitches.
 

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Hah, he seems completely lucid here.

EDIT: Lmao, posting her signed release form for OnlyFans video with her actual name on the video, actually kind of a savage move.
What's her name? It's hard to pay attention to such an insane conversation. Conner can be annoying and bizarre, but the woman is downright intolerable. She turns on the high pitched whiny voice and waterworks constantly.

I guess he used her to make porn/OF content?

Seems like she's mad that she got used as a living fuck doll and never got promoted to GF status. I guess if you're a single guy sex addict in LA, and you want easy booty calls at 2 am or 1 pm on the regular, your only options are going to be crazy bitches like this. I'm not familiar with Conner's YT history but did he offer "guest appearances" in his videos to random lots of the random thots he was fucking?

Ironically this crazy bitch making accusations seemed to get him to dial down the DMT and start swimming back towards shore. So maybe people with BPD are good for something occasionally. I'm also curious if Discovery plus is looking to make some sort of content about Conner's rise and fall or if that's a nutty lie by this chick.
 

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